I feel it everywhere, your voice, face, that enticing smile, the look in your brown eyes, a day never passes without me thinking about you, i tried so hard to forget this feeling but Your actions brought tears to my eyes and left a deep ache within me that seems very unforgettable.
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All i wanted was to be loved the same way you made me feel at first, i feel like every night should be like the night we met, but i guess i was wrong in my thought, i was the one more seriuou ansd you werent, i hate you for this and oi also wish the best for you, because i never ever want to have any bad intentions in my heart for anyone, I never imagined that your words would hurt me so much, leaving me in tears and feeling the pain deep in my core, I know for sure that one day i will overcome this pain.
My best revenge i can ever give to you is to be the better version of myself that you never imagine me to be, love another lady more than the way i loved you and have a lot of happy moments in life. You make me keep on saying goodbyes even though this is not what i wanted, but i just have to free you to go love the person you find perfect than me. I wish you the best in live.
It true that heartbreak is the worst feeling a man can ever experienec in his life, i never for once ever thought this kind of feelings truely exist, we wanting someone that has given up on us and does not want to see us again because you look down on us. i so much hate this feeling, because my mind has given up on this but my heart does not want to let go, but who am i to force things or proof my worth to someone whne there are thousands of ladies out there that will want to be with a tall six feet man. I feel all i need to do is to focus on myself, hit the gym, have the kind opf body she never ever want to touch again, get richer and more conmfortable in life, work on my skin and fashion, then she will look and imagine the kind guy she looked and played with his heart.
To anyone experincing this feeling, it is never your fault, your best revenge is to work on your self and be a better man man so you can marry a lady more classy and more beautiful than she is. I was never trained to hold grudges againt anyone or make a person feel bad, but this is my future, if i dont work it out like this another lady might work onm my face anyone and this might even be more painful than the previous one. All i did was just sat down and listen to Lana del ray, whivch makes me remember the past that i dont want again.
I promised myself that i will do the biggest glow up ever as my revenge.