If you ask for a life update, pretty messed up, brutally!! I just didn't even imagine that life could go this much worse or mess up so much like this. You know, my country has been reborn through a bloody movement and became independent from a dictator leader. This change is very difficult, very crucial, and challenging.
No matter what, we gotta keep moving, right? If we can play our turns correctly then it might bring some good results but correct shots are very rare to find. In search of the correct one, we are constantly hitting the wrong ones that are backfiring us on a daily basis, yeah!
Mental health is a crucial factor for us, we can't even imagine how much it drives us. Literally everything we do has an impact on our mind and those get piled up little by little and at the end of the cycle, they hit pretty hard, which is enough to destroy a perfectly synced rhythm. That's what I am suffering from right now. The mentality is just messed up so brutally that I am struggling hard to cope with the situation.
As I have already mentioned, the country is going through a massive change. Right now, we are facing severe flooding in multiple divisions and the situation is pretty worse, thanks to our neighboring country India for their generous gesture that has made us face such a worse situation. Throughout the whole year, they will keep hold of the water, our fields get dry of the lack of enough water and in the rainy season when they face heavy rainfall they would just release them on us and the sudden pressure of these incoming waters just gets out of the hands of our rivers to handle. If those water flows weren’t interrupted then the rivers would have found their way with enough depth and wide to flow through flawlessly. But, this is unexpected and just not the right thing they are doing.
Wanna know another frustrating thing? I brought a device for my pc to do my things. I have recently shifted to a new den, far away from my home so lots of things have gotten messed up. My usual work was stuffy due to the lack of a particular item and guess what, after a week I managed that somehow and now that isn't working perfectly. Can you imagine the situation? The moment I did realize this mismatch I felt like bursting out in tears, wanting to scream the loudest I could. I just turned off the pc and left it for tomorrow's troubleshooting period. Need a break!
So yeah, I got a short break from the hive as well. These breaks are scary, they just drag out from a beautiful rhythm and make things scattered all over the place. Trying to get things in place once again. Keep me in your prayers.
Have a great day,
Take Care!!