Early in the morning, I saw a cloudy sky that even the sun refused to shine but later on, no one could stop the light coming and shining on the east. I am focused about nature this time to change the perspective of my mindset and action. I.knew its not easy as I simply thinking about it. If I became a violent person, I am afraid what could I do. Instead of getting mad, I give all my understanding and love that would never be apart.
At dawn I was already in the rooftop, my regular option eveeytime I'm getting upset.
There was an orange solud clouds that never moved.
The color of the sky in the western part of the horizon.
As of yesterday, my heart was desperately shaking missing everything but I know my worth. I will not jump to kill myself but picked every broken pieces to learned more and trust the process of the Divine mercy. What the important thing to realized that I am not stepping down someones life but I tried to help couping the pain.I never know that this is me who is now vulnerable of getting hard to accept the pain.
I was thinking missing my family. If I am now in the Philippines, I supposed to go to the tomb of my parent, my grandparent. I also miss my son. Its been a long time that I never hug him. My grandchildren, I miss their company.
Those people that I make as my inspiration,thank you and it will keep me growing. Life is not the same without people who are along with me.
Thank you Lord!
