We all had tough days. bad days mean unproductivity. That's also the day that I am demotivated to do anything meaningful and productive and just laze around like a billionaire who doesn't have to think about bills, money, and life struggles. And a bad day for me is when I have my monthly period, you know, cramps. This is seriously one of the things that demotivates me, like how can I convince myself to hustle if I'm in so much pain ಥ_ಥ. That's why every month that I experience such pain, I always wish that I am a man and that I don't have a vagina, like seriously (●´⌓`●)!
On the other hand, the sight of money, my expenses, my goals and the happy feeling of being able to help on the house is what's motivating me to hustle, to go move forward and live my life to the fullest -just, you know, to see progress in my life even though it is moving really slowly, the changes are almost invisible. And that is what pushes me to give my best, to try harder, and to go beyond my limit. I am not here on a hive, making an effort if I don't have motivation or a reason. Another thing is, I really want to have a savings isn't that enough reason to feel more motivated? So off we go to make some money, money, money ┏(^0^)┛
And one thing is for sure:m, money is so helpful because the thing I want to buy using money is what excites me the most. Like for example, a new phone, unboxing it, then trying it then finally use it. Then explore it, even though it just has the same features as my old phone... Still, it's exciting, and I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels that way. Especially if the money you spent buying it is the fruit of your labor and the hard work and effort you used to save up just for that one thing. Another thing is when I finally try a new food that I haven't really tried in my entire existence. Like a Lasagna, it's like a dream come true ┏(^0^)┛.
Now, talking about what relaxes me, reading a manhwa, listening to music, doing some simple inhale and exhale exercise, and more is what helps me to relax. Just like the last time I had a panic attack, a combination of taking a deep breath and a soothing kind of music is what helps me to feel relaxed, it also helps me calm my mind. Another one is when I am so mad, like my heart and head are full of rage, and I feel like I'm about to burst because of my emotions. Nature is a big help for me to relax, the sight of flowers, the clear blue sky, and the tall trees in the surroundings -and, oh, a simple walk too could help.
It's amazing that these things exist and can help us in so many ways. Life is really beautiful, we just have to clear our head to see that "beauty." Appreciate it more, be happy, and let's continue dreaming, yeah? So that the exciting life ahead of us will be brighter, richer, and lovelier. ᕙ(͡°‿ ͡°)ᕗ