Fear, well fear has no really been my problem, I fear only failing. Most of us have the same fear while others some outstanding or silly.
Blocking fear with a drug would be nice, honestly I will take it. This reminds me a movies like 'Matrix' and the series 'Halo'. For me the pill won't really be for the fear, fear is a little good, I makes us make rational decision. I will take the drug just for the lost of memory which is just it's side effect.
10 years gone woaw!, I will be a saint again. Yes I said it, I will take it. Technically not a saint but a free man, the load will be off, it actually plays in my head perfectly. Mine won't be like "sleeping Dogs" or "Knox goes away". Mine will be a literal masterpiece.
See 10 years gone for me is not a bad thing, it's actually guilt and regret gone. This drug for me will be better than coke, high, and alcohol. You ask yourself some time, why do people take these shit?. It's for the guilt and regret they want to forget, they want to be free from it. I am not a fool, I just want to be free.
Before I take the pill I will planned thou. I will put down things I want to remember in writing, names, pictures, the to avoid, qualification, and those to accept. Oh and my bank details, I need money to survive.
Forgetting the mistake, regrets and bad choices, will give me peace of mind. You know that saying "ignorance is bliss". I will leave town go to a place no one knows me, set rules and live a fulfilling, sound, and blissfull life.
So @weekend-experience I will take the pills not be fearless, no. I will take it for the soul propose of forgetting. It's not that the world do stand still for children no,but a gift of a free, a gift of ignorance. In that thing you think is foolish, a child has a happy life, children fight now and the next few minutes it's as if it never happened. Is that not a beautiful site to behold.
Admins please where can I find this drug?. Yes I will miss out on the good memories too, a lot of good one for that. It will be hard but, my desire for a clean slate outweighs the good times. So pass me the pills, I need it in my life. A true 'fearless Freedom'.
Thanks, and if I violated the rules please, mercy.
