What is pain?
Pain is an emotional feeling of hurt. The feeling of pain brings out other emotions out of us like frustration, anger and sadness.
What is pain?
Well, to me, it's like roses at first. You enjoy the moment at first and feel so comfortable like it's something you have once in a while. It's like a dark hole I find pleasure crawling in. Oh, I forgot our rose part as an example, something tramples on the soft petals of the rose and it's left bruised, tattered and unbeautiful.
To me, it's just black. Plain black emotions like the background in those toxic wallpapers with skulls and crossbones with smoking roses growing from walls filled with stinking spirogyra and brown tired lizards.
How Does It Feel, Pain.
It hurts so much. You can't fight as it breaks your insides out. It brings your world down to one fine point and then it goes away just for a minute only for it to come back to remind you over and over and over again.
The feeling and emotion of it is so strong that it brings anger. Your mind fills with fury and then, realization crashes down on you. Frustration slips in and you feel the physical pain of the emotion itself.
Pain is suicidal - suicidal without actualization like trembling fingers wanting to kill but they're just numb and extremely frozen. Like a heavy load weighing you down, you feel the waves of pain crashing down on you. Suicidal thoughts come and go and you feel like other people deserve such pain you're feeling. You feel so frustrated that you cry. A cry that can bring you to the realm of what you do not expect. You cry so hard that you almost scream out to the world but you don't because you enjoy that comfort of pain.
The fact that you talk to other people who do not relate brings more emotion, pain. Pain is indescribable. You feel it but you can't say it because the emotion itself is hunger. Hunger you try so hard to quench but you can't because you're so starving to let it all out but the comfort you find in it doesn't allow you to. A feeling that sometimes does not have to come with physical torturing but something that can take you to the very moment of grief.
Pains can come in the form of grief. Maybe when you lost someone so dearly to you, the only way or emotional feelings you may have deep inside of you is just pain. This means it can come in different forms and in the way you may not imagine.
