Emotional Sublimation /ENG-ESP/ Sublimación Emocional

in #hive-1103723 years ago

Today I felt the need so strong, so intense to hug my children. Actually that was yesterday, but I couldn't. Just a kiss on my daughter's forehead.
Today I admit it, I am in total MANIAC PHASE, maniacal or maniacal.

So as we say in Venezuela: "Everything smells like me and nothing smells like me" which is true in more ways than one.
It has been 5 months or more since I suffered from covid or whatever it was and the sense of smell is still absent, sometimes as if it wants to return, but no, it is a memory or an illusion of sight or touch. If it looks or feels like... it must smell like this and the mind does the work that the nose is unable to do thanks to the greed and desire for power of the creators of the Chinese bug, who are actually English speakers and got rich while mankind suffered a useless and pernicious confinement, and then with deception and premeditated treachery inject us with an experiment that carries harmful effects to health and not protect us from a mutant that fortunately has become less aggressive.

I am aware that my discomfort and aggressive emotional state is caused to a greater extent by an electrochemical imbalance in my brain, than by the world situation or the particular situation in the country. It has nothing to do with all the hypocrisy poured into the news, social networks and repetitive comments from trained parrots and sheep unaware of what is happening around them.

If someone feels alluded to, it would be better not to read me, today I am aware of my antipathy that I usually reserve for Twitter, but today I need a download that requires more words and here I hope to achieve the desired #catharsis.

Over the years I have learned that I must give vent to all dark emotions, keeping them is truly harmful, also it may not judge me with balance or fairness, I will always be on my side and unless it coincides with me, I will never be on the side of the other.
Let's be honest and recognize that my side is the good one, that it is the one that is right and the enemy is the bad and the wrong one.

But beware, emotions aside, today we must be careful with the information we consume, so that we are not confused by manipulation, the words that cunningly sell us as freedom and rights, perversions and crime or a war in which those who appear in conflict kill some people, but both sides take advantage of those who have neither art nor part. Petrol and gas have not stopped flowing, but now they cost you twice as much and your taxes and the price of food will increase because there is a war.
There is always war, somewhere there is war. Greed and hate fueled and promoted by those who take advantage. Those who make weapons.
Freedom, democracy, legality, homeland. Holy words that serve as propaganda and inflame inflammable spirits ready to feed the hidden beast that feeds on death.
The military industrial complex associated with banking and the ecclesial blessing.
Truth be told, but I'm already feeling better.
If reading is an excellent therapy (as well as cheap), writing seems better to me.
Thank you for your patience to those who have read this far and to English speakers, excuse the grammar, I do not speak your language and I use Google translate, which I appreciate allows me to understand others.

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En Español

Hoy sentí la necesidad tan fuerte, tan intensa de abrazar a mis hijos. En realidad eso fue ayer, pero no pude. Apenas un beso en la frente de mi hija.
Hoy lo reconozco estoy en total FASE MANIACA, maniaca o maniática.

Así que como decimos en Venezuela: "Todo me hiede y nada me huele" lo cual es verdad en más de un sentido.
Han transcurrido 5 meses o más desde que padecí el covid o lo que fuese y el sentido del olfato sigue ausente, a veces como que quiere volver, pero no, es un recuerdo o una ilusión de la vista o el tacto. Si se ve o se siente como ... debe oler así y la mente hace el trabajo que la nariz es incapaz gracias a la codicia y ansias de poder de los creadores del bicho chino, que en realidad son angloparlantes y se enriquecieron mientras la humanidad padecía un encierro inútil y pernicioso, para luego con engaños y premeditada alevosía inyectarnos un experimento portador efectos nocivos a la salud y no protegernos de un mutante que por fortuna se ha vuelto menos agresivo.

Soy consciente que mi molestia y estado emocional agresivo es causado en mayor medida por un desequilibrio electroquímico en mi cerebro, que por la situación mundial o particular del país. Nada tiene que ver toda la hipocresía volcada en los noticieros, las redes sociales y comentarios repetitivos de loros amaestrados y ovejas inconscientes de lo que pasa a su alrededor.

Si alguien se siente aludido, mejor no me estuviera leyendo, hoy soy consciente de mi antipatía que suelo reservar para Twitter, pero hoy necesito una descarga que precisa de más palabras y aquí espero lograr la #catarsis deseada.

Con los años he aprendido que debo darle salida a todas las emociones oscuras, guardarlas es verdaderamente dañino, además puede que no me juzgue con equilibrio o equidad, siempre estaré de mi lado y salvo que conmigo coincida no estaré nunca del lado del otro.
Seamos sinceros y reconozcamos que mi lado es el bueno, que es el que tiene razón y el enemigo es el malo y el equivocado.

Pero atención, emociones aparte, hoy debemos ser cuidadosos con la información que consumimos, que no nos confunda la manipulación las palabras que astutamente nos venden como libertad y derechos las perversiones y el crimen o una guerra en que los que aparecen enfrentados matan algunas gentes, pero los dos bandos sacan provecho de los que no llevan ni arte, ni parte. La gasolina y el gas no han dejado de fluir, pero ahora te cuestan el doble y te aumentarán los impuestos y el precio de la comida porque hay guerra.
Guerra hay siempre, en algún lugar hay guerra. Codicia y odio encendido y promovido por los que sacan ventaja. Los que fabrican las armas.
Libertad, democracia, legalidad, patria. Santas palabras que sirven de propaganda y enardecen espíritus inflamables prestos a alimentar a la bestia oculta que se nutre de la muerte.
El conjunto industrial militar amancebado con la banca y la bendición eclesial.

La verdad sea dicha, pero ya me voy sintiendo mejor.
Si la lectura es una excelente terapia (además de barata), escribir me parece mejor.
Gracias por su paciencia a quien leyó hasta aquí y a los angloparlantes disculpen la gramática, no hablo su lengua y me valgo del traductor de Google, que agradezco me permite comprender a otros.

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What do you see in the cloud? - I a chicken.
¿Que ves en la nube? -Yo un pollo.

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The people doing V2K with remote neural monitoring want me to believe this lady @battleaxe is an operator. She is involved deeply with her group and @fyrstikken . Her discord is Battleaxe#1003. I cant prove she is the one directly doing the V2K and RNM. Doing it requires more than one person at the least. It cant be done alone. She cant prove she is not one of the ones doing it. I was drugged in my home covertly, it ended badly. They have tried to kill me and are still trying to kill me. I bet nobody does anything at all. Ask @battleaxe to prove it. I bet she wont. They want me to believe the V2K and RNM in me is being broadcast from her location. And what the fuck is "HOMELAND SECURITY" doing about this shit? I think stumbling over their own dicks maybe? Just like they did and are doing with the Havana Syndrome.

They are reckless and should have shown the proper media what they had before taking me hostage for 5 years.

What would you say while having a gun pointed at your head from an undisclosed location? Have people find it? My hands are tied while they play like children with a gun to my head. Its a terrorist act on American soil while some yawn and say its not real or Im a mental case. Many know its real. This is an ignored detrimental to humanity domestic threat. Ask informed soldiers in the American military what their oath is and tell them about the day you asked me why. Nobody has I guess. Maybe someone told ill informed soldiers they cant protect America from military leaders in control with ill intent. How do we protect locked up soldiers from telling the truth? https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism

I hope you get better soon, God has the healing powers

Thanks. I already feel much better than this morning. This exercise turned out to be very positive.
Also no side effects.