[Spa-Eng] Break point

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Creo que hay un punto llamado punto de quiebre , y es algo asi como un estado emocional en el cual sientes que has soportado tanto, porque de alguna forma reprimiste tanto tus sentimientos , tal vez para demostrar que podias con tanto , o tal vez simplemente porque sentias que eras invencible , pero llega el momento en el cual la ultima gota cae en el vaso , en el que explotas y no puedes con nada mas porque simplemente llegaste a tu punto de quiebre , ese ligero punto en el cual sientes que te desvaneces , que sientes que una ola enorme te cae encima , te golpea y te arrastra.

I think there is a point called the breaking point, and it is something like an emotional state in which you feel that you have endured so much, because somehow you repressed your feelings so much, maybe to show that you could handle so much, or maybe simply because you felt you were invincible, but the moment comes when the last drop falls in the glass, when you explode and you can't handle anything else because you simply reached your breaking point, that slight point in which you feel that you are fading away, that you feel that a huge wave is falling on you, hitting you and dragging you down.

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Sin duda alguna es inútil contenerse porque llega el momento que las lagrimas salen solas y se desbordan como un rio , porque no entiendes de donde salen tantas, y piensas que fue solamente un evento lo que ocasiono todo ese desborde de emociones y resulta que no porque uno no llora por una sola cosa, uno llora por todo lo que no puede controlar , por todo lo que te hiere , por todo lo que sientes que esta mal, por los recuerdos que aun duelen y por esas heridas que sienten que nunca terminan de cerrar , por eso uno llora por muchas cosas a la vez

Undoubtedly it is useless to hold back because there comes a time when the tears come out alone and overflow like a river, because you do not understand where so many come from, and you think it was only one event that caused all that overflow of emotions and it turns out that no because you do not cry for one thing, you cry for everything you can not control, for everything that hurts you, for everything you feel is wrong, for the memories that still hurt and for those wounds that feel that never end to close, so you cry for many things at once.

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Pero siempre hay algo un detonante que te hace sentir que ya no se puede mas , que tu espíritu esta abatido y que necesitas de alguna manera soltar , esa carga que tienes atada en la espalda , en los hombros , porque al parecer es allí donde se esconden las tristezas , las preocupaciones , el estrés y hace que se nos endurezcan los musculos , que nos duela la espalda , y hasta que tengamos mala postura porque simplemente a veces nos da igual ciertas cosas y nos deprimimos , y eso se nota en la forma de pararse , se nota en los dolores físicos que tenemos , porque aunque aguantemos mucho , nuestro cuerpo físico si entiende de dolores y para tal vez tratar de ayudarnos a que soltemos algunas cargas , nos empieza a doler ciertas partes del cuerpo , para indicarnos que debemos liberar, debemos drenar y debemos dejar esa mala costumbre de pensar que podemos llevar a cuestas tantas emociones , que lo único que hacen es intoxicarnos .

But there is always a trigger that makes you feel that you can not anymore, that your spirit is depressed and you need to somehow let go, that burden that you have tied in the back, in the shoulders, because apparently that is where the sadness, worries, stress hide and makes our muscles harden, our back hurts, and even we have bad posture because sometimes we just don't care about certain things and we get depressed, And this is noticeable in the way we stand, it is noticeable in the physical pain we have, because even if we endure a lot, our physical body understands pain and to perhaps try to help us to release some burdens, we start to hurt certain parts of the body, to tell us that we must release, we must drain and we must leave that bad habit of thinking that we can carry so many emotions, that all they do is intoxicate us.

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Hay personas que se les hace tan fácil soltar, y lo hacen con una liviandad que a mi me asombra , pero ven todo lo que llevo escrito tratando dejar que salga todo este cumulo de emociones que llevo dentro y simplemente no me salen las palabras …

There are people who find it so easy to let go, and they do it with a lightness that amazes me, but see all that I have written trying to let out all this accumulation of emotions that I carry inside and I just can't find the words ....

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Aprendi desde muy joven a no quebrarme por dentro o por lo menos no hacerlo delante de las personas , porque para ese entonces tenia una mama que la estaba pasando muy rudo criando a tres hijos sola , entonces yo era la mayor y su punto de apoyo , entonces era algo asi como que no tenia mucho derecho a manifestar mis emociones porque tenia que entender de alguna manera lo que estaba pasando , y si lo entendia pero también me dolia , pero cada vez que intentaba llorar , me decía no llores que eso me va a romper el corazón , entonces para no hacerla sentir triste aprendi a no llorar a no demostrar que si me dolían las cosas , a parecer fuerte cuando estaba rota por dentro , y me volvi muy buena en eso .

I learned from a very young age not to break down inside or at least not to do it in front of people, because at that time I had a mother who was having a very hard time raising three children alone, so I was the oldest and her support point, then it was something like that I did not have much right to express my emotions because I had to understand somehow what I was going through, And I did understand but it also hurt me, but every time I tried to cry, she told me not to cry because it would break my heart, so in order not to make her feel sad I learned not to cry, not to show that I was hurting, to look strong when I was broken inside, and I became very good at it.

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Aparentando que todo estaba bien , porque que niño quiere hacer sentir mal a su mama a propósito , pero es algo que te va cambiando por dentro y te hace omitir tus sentimientos para hacer felices a los demás y eso a esta altura de mi vida entendí que no es posible , porque simplemente me hago daño y aunque ya tengo esa costumbre en mi estoy haciendo el esfuerzo de a poco para dejarla y si de vez en cuando empezare a soltar a ver si se sanan viejas heridas , y terminan de cicatrizar .

I was pretending that everything was fine, because what child wants to make his mother feel bad on purpose, but it is something that changes you inside and makes you omit your feelings to make others happy and that at this point in my life I understood that it is not possible, because I simply hurt myself and although I already have that habit in me I am making the effort little by little to leave it and if from time to time I will begin to let go to see if old wounds heal, and end up healing.

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Creo que al escribir esto , siento que estoy dejando una gran piedra cargada en el hombro , porque reconosco y acepto que de alguna manera necesitaba en mi vida sentir que podía manifestar mis sentimientos y estos no herirían a nadie y mucho menos seria culpable de causar mas dolor .

I think that in writing this, I feel that I am leaving a big stone on my shoulder, because I recognize and accept that somehow I needed in my life to feel that I could express my feelings and they would not hurt anyone and much less be guilty of causing more pain.

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Asi que gracias Hive y catarsis por permitirme reconectarme con mis emociones .

So thank you Hive and Catharsis for allowing me to reconnect with my emotions

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