Eng/Esp frustación , animales en cautiverio

hola amigos,siempre el mes de diciembre en mi vida,que no son pocos los años,me han provocado nostalgia y tristezas,caminar me hace bien.

y en mi camino me encuentro a una antiguo amigo,de esas amistades que enseguida recorre la añoranza de los viejos tiempo y me invita a su casa para continuar con esta animada charla que realmente era meritoria y me había logrado sacar de esos pensamientos que me invadían.

mi corazón enseguida sintió la liberación de grandes cantidad de endorfina,realmente en mi cerebro brotaron las imágenes y pensamientos que tenia de esa persona basados en los recuerdos de la adolescencia.

siempre fuimos carismáticos y comunicativos,en nuestros corazones sabíamos que la amistad estaba realmente fuerte porque partió siempre del respeto mutuo,y nos unía el amor a los animales que en su gran mayoría mas que respeto le tengo miedo,verme ante un animal de pluma o aves de corral como bien se llaman es quedarme sin habla,y tener sudoraciones.

despues de llegar a su casa y consumir un rico cafe en nuestra animada charla me pregunta si habia superado mis miedos a los animales de plumas sobre todo. le explique que al menos ya logro verlos de lejos pero creo que sigo con esa fobia y me invita a su patio.

cuando llego me encuentro rodeada de animales de plumas enjaulados,carneros ,patos bueno todavía no sabría como describir ese golpe de sentimientos de terror,senti como si estuviera siendo invadida por alienígenas,siiiii asi me sentí rara sudorosa las piernas me temblaban y el solo reía.

dentro de mis miedos logre calmarme y complacerlo a tomarme foto al menos cerca de las jaulas a lo que accedi de manera despacio y para mi ya eso era un paso de avance porque considere que debia superarme a mi misma sin embargo el se dio cuenta que estaba bien molesta,

y comenzamos una conversacion,ya sobre cuando comenzo a dejar de amar a los animales como para tenerlos asi en esas condiciones y el me explicaba que el seguía amandolos ahora mas que nunca porque le reportaban ganancias economicas,y yo seguis sin comprender.

Me decia que al final su mascota es un perro y yo que no entendia su postura le decía mascota son todos con derecho a su libertad y asi contribuyen al ecosistema porque vamos acabando con todo .

donde quedo ese amor que profesábamos los dos por ellos y el me decía sigue ahi porque yo no los dejo pasar hambre ni sed,en fin nos fuimos acalorando ,salieron palabras mas fuertes,y al final me fui como que soy una in comprensiva porque mi punto de vista no era los podía tener pero que no estuvieran en esas condiciones porque para mi lo primordial en mi vida siempre ha sido la libertad y el respeto.

fue una gran decepción porque solo conseguí aumentar mi tristeza y aumentar mas una preocupación,estaré yo errada realmente al final llore mucho creo que mas que por perder la amistad por la vida que llevan algunos animales gracias a la avaricia desmedida de algunos hombres.

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inglish

hello friends,always the month of december in my life,which are not few years,have caused me nostalgia and sadness,walking is good for me.

And on my way I meet an old friend, one of those friendships that immediately goes through the nostalgia of the old times and invites me to his house to continue with this lively chat that was really worthwhile and had managed to get me out of those thoughts that invaded me.

my heart immediately felt the liberation of a great amount of endorphin, really in my brain sprouted the images and thoughts that I had of that person based on the memories of my adolescence.

We were always charismatic and communicative, in our hearts we knew that the friendship was really strong because it was always based on mutual respect, and we were united by our love for animals, most of them more than respect, I am afraid of them, to see me in front of a luma animal or poultry as they are called is to be speechless, and have sweating.

After arriving at his house and having a delicious coffee during our lively chat, he asked me if I had overcome my fears of feathered animals above all.
I explained to him that at least I can see them from a distance but I think I still have that phobia and he invites me to his backyard.

When I arrived I found myself surrounded by caged feathered animals, rams, ducks, well, I still don't know how to describe that shock of feelings of terror, I felt as if I was being invaded by aliens, yesssssss I felt weird and sweaty, my legs were shaking and he just laughed.

In spite of my fears, I managed to calm myself down and to please him to take a picture of me at least near the cages, to which I agreed slowly and for me that was already a step forward because I considered that I had to overcome myself, but he realized that I was very upset,
We started a conversation about when he started to stop loving the animals to keep them in those conditions and he explained to me that he still loved them more than ever because they brought him financial gain, and I still didn't understand.

He told me that in the end his pet is a dog and I did not understand his position and I told him that they are all pets with the right to their freedom and thus contribute to the ecosystem because we are killing everything.

Where was the love that we both professed for them and he told me that he was still there because I do not let them go hungry or thirsty, in the end we were getting heated, stronger words came out, and in the end I left as I am an unsympathetic because my point of view was not that I could have them but that they were not in these conditions

I was very disappointed because for me the most important thing in my life has always been freedom and respect.
It was a great disappointment because I only managed to increase my sadness and to increase my worries, I will be wrong, I really cried a lot at the end, I think that more than losing the friendship because of the life that some animals lead thanks to the excessive greed of some men.

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