I would plead guilty as charged cause this is the aspect of me i've tried to change for a longtime coming, been too extreme during discussion, i can literally say everything all at once in a moment.
I would describe myself to be a perfect blend of both introvert and extrovert and i can be any of both depending on the environment the prevailing circumstance and personalities, however i feel i'm more of a reserved person, cause i feel lot of people do not really understand me, despite what i've tried doing for a long time, its almost felt i'm always trying to proof a point so people can like me, then the other part of me is so wild and can really be crazy whenever i'm around like minds extrovert people who are really outspoken, there's always a correspondence coming from me whenever i'm around such people.
One fact about me is that i can detect fakery from the first instance whenever i'm interacting with a person, the fakery here its not necessarily like faking a life but i see it to be when people are not honest with first themselves and then with me, faking a smile or faking a character or an attitude, to me it feels like acting and i can play along or be reserved and observe.
The reserved me is more whenever i'm alone i tend to recollect and reminisce, i think, i plan and i forcast a whole lot most of the time, that's why i feel i cannot be easily influenced and manipulated.
Here's the other aspect of me that is very guilty as charged in these weeks prompt, especially during a conversation with my extroverted kind, if i'm free talking with you and we vibes like on the same level, i can talk on and on and i can literally say everything about my entire life, i dont know how it happens but somehow everything about mylife seems linked together, so i can be here explaining something to a person maybe a friend of mine, and i can talk on and on for long time, unravelling everybit of every detail about me or whatever happened.
There was this day i was having a conversation with an ex-colleague of mine about what had happened in the company, which affected me so really bad, and it was an information i wasn't suppose to disclosed, but then we were talking one thing leading to another i said everything squarely the way it happened, in the middle of it was when i realised i have actually said so much, i feIt bad immediately, and i'm like why can't i just shut up, why do i say so much, how do i bring myself from always saying so much really felt so bad about it.
So i had to find out ways to be really reserved even when i'm in that extroverted mood, trying to ble.nd my introverted me to the extroverted me, but i feel i am more of an introvert than extrovert, still again i try to comeout so well to socialise and blend in, still holding up my intergrity and priority in place
