Phew 😮💨, i am finally writing after spending over an hour or more staring at this draft, this is what happens when you have been off the blockchain for over a week and that to without having to worry about anything hive related. Today would have been the twelfth or thirteenth day i last wrote a post on hive if i’m not mistaken though, i knew my schedule would change but i never i saw what i am experiencing right now coming, but then its all a phase each and everyone of us are meant to pass through in life, and right now i am having my own share of the cake…
The funniest and craziest truth about writing is that the longer you stay away from it the more it keeps leaving you until one day when you try to write on an interesting topic, one you can relate to on a more personal level and you find yourself spending hours on just one paragraph with nothing less than 150-200 words, when on a normal day you would have written more than 500 words in a twinkle of an eye. This is the effect of not writing consistently again, but when you keep doing it over and over again you start regaining your ability to focus, think and recreate once again…
This is exactly what i am going through right now, but then everything came right back to me after i found the perfect words to start my post with. The only thing i can’t do at the moment is to write on a complex topic, any topic that is going to drain me mentally and psychologically right now, i would definitely run very faraway from them because my head right now is pretty occupied with a lot. The only thing in my head right now is how i’d get through this semester with a good result, but then we have some lecturers who are hell bent on making life extremely difficult for us, therefore we have no choice than to dance to their tunes…
The last couple of days has been so harsh and crazy for me. Generally speaking, everything is crazy but for me the level of that craziness is times two. I just recovered from a terrible sickness that last for more than three days. This sickness almost brought tears to the face of a hard man. The last time i got this sick was many years ago, let’s leave aside the sickness aspect, the fact that i was this close to crying like a baby is the most embarrassing part of it. This happened in institution, but fortunately for me only one person was there to see how i was acting before i eventually found my way home…
I came down with a terrible malaria and typhoid days ago, This sickness came with stomachache, fever and severe headaches. If only i was at home with my mum, she would have known the right treatment to give to me and i would have felt more at ease having her around, but the fact that she was very faraway from me made me hold myself together…
In conclusion, the worst is over and i am slowly getting better, i should be hundred percent soon. The new week has begun and tomorrow is going to be crazy and hectic as usual but then we will face it head on and keep doing our best. It’s not over until it’s over. To everyone out there, happy new week and good-luck to you all…
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