And I Conquered.

I remit so much on actions and being a natural overthinker didn’t help a bit. When we sing the song “Count Your Blessings and name them one by one” right there you would see my mind running at the speed of light back back memory lane, sometimes even going at length imagining mom's story of when she was in my pregnancy as though I experienced it first hand.

This had always been me, always been my way. And in as much as there's a little disadvantage in these personality traits, I think the pros got the upper hand this time.

First and foremost, it reminds me of the reason why I genuinely got to be grateful, It is also a medium to experience certain faces of life and has the feeling of what it takes to be in people's shoes, for instance, a person who hasn't had a meal for a whole day, as someone who had gone on four days hunger strike, I certainly understand to a great length how it feels to be just sustained with water.

Then we pinpoint trial times. This is probably the main body of this post, I tagged it that and that's because 40% of my strengths draw in from both the my fears and pleasurable memory lanes, then the crown beauty of future imaginations, that by the side tho.

I remember when I newly began my business in last year October, with all thy might and glory, I was ready to start big. It was all planned up in my head, I got the resources and made the equipment and ingredients available and not until I was met with a huge breakdown of disappointment, it was like all hope was lost. Certainly, hope wasn't even there not when I'd given my all.

After the sudden crash, It took me two weeks to garther up new ideas for a better start. Accumulation of fears and success from previous businesses tormented me but then the achievement were a stronger force of push and that was the first step.

In the beginning, my ideas looked lame to even me, I worried about what people would say, I worried about going lower than my initial reasoning, it was questions of “what Ifs” and right there I remembered I wasn't a newbie in the business world.
Experience in business became the strength and motivation I needed and boom it's been three months already.

And you know what's funny, is how this same once upon a time challenge has now become a strength and a gradual push every single day that keeps me going in my business world. The atom of appreciation is Tory, she never forgets a thing especially gratification so yes, remitting is more like a personality trait than a habit, and am glad I got it because in the end it just happened to be the suited shield for me when trials and difficulties kick-off to show its ugly face.
The summary of this is, one way or another.. I always come out with a smiling face and that's the plus. And just then I say, “I see, I fought and I conquered “✨