I felt sad for my grandmother's passing. What she went through while being bed ridden isn't easy. Anyway, I got to go back home during her wake. It seems the place seems better now. It brought back good memories. Of course, I had bad memories too.
Life is not easy then. We've been through a lot of hardships. So much oppression from neighbors. Being looked down. It's toxic but being a child that time, it brought trauma. All we wanted is peace of mind.
Well, we don't have to dwell in such pain. Look forward on the future, and what God has in store for us.