As I ought to also append that, there has been no other person who has taken into consideration to such lengths to ponder with such sincerity about "a probable us" from the flock, not even me.
For me, I have only ever intended to resort to such apps, as a means of my very own "experiment" to discover "how men are apart from the world I know of".
Because, like all human beings, both men and women are composed of the way society moulds them to be, aside from developing individual self, more or less all of us are haunted by culture, tradition, society, regardless of our awareness. However, we, who one day realize, this is not me and I never want it to be, derived by our own discovery of enlightenment, majority of us unfortunately do not even realize that in their lifetime!
Hence, I was intrigued to learn about the men outside of my bubbles, who grew up in a different stage, and played in a very unique drama. However, if I am to be absolutely equitable, the very basic reason was actually to find people from different countries to get information about my travel plan. Because, come on, no matter how updated and smart Google is, human-live information is no match for it, what you collect from someone who has been there, experienced it, knows from life.
Let's say even if I have been there for a rather long time, I could not really find the energy worth wasting for a longer time, however not to mention I have been exploring for a rather longer time if not for consistently but occasionally. So, I did meet a whole bunch of people from here and there, like floating clouds, coming and going, forming no connection, perhaps just like me expect nothing but still want to try it out or maybe did catch some floating clouds and melted together eventually.
Anyway, today's conjecture is not part of that certainly, which is about how I found an interesting story worth mentioning, as I am you know dear readers, sucker for stories!
I felt like, with the question of Aron (a guy I found in one of the dating apps), took me through a rollercoaster of thoughts that I actually never thought of pondering before.
I also realized, even though I have been very much wasting my time over and over, talking with a pile of garbage-talk, repeating with everyone, monotonously yet relentlessly having no enthusiasm whatsoever, I prevailed to never consider the very thing for the connections meant to be.
Finding myself a man to fall in love with, to at least consider dating at the very least, if not marry or consider any sorts of partnership, I never even cogitated about making any effort as futile as it might be!
The very notion of using those so-called dating-apps is to find people from the country I bucket listed to visit someday and get my travel-plan verified. Or perhaps, even after that, deep down I wanted to be, I wanted to just confirm my disappointment in men.
No, my dear, do not jump into the conclusion that "she hates men", rather to my defense and in your offense, I would confess I find men absolutely adorable creatures. Though I consider myself as a superior being, I would even give a chance to a random man to display his anguish or affection if he has to pique my interest the slightest.
I mean even if there is one, there were still one and that felt like hitting a jackpot amongst the pile of garbage.
Anyway, always ending up tangled and diverting from the discussion...so yes, I was saying about Aron.
[Screenshot from " Life in a Metro"]
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