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It is with a heavy heart that I share this story of mine, I've tried to hide this under the sleeves but the pains just never goes away. i was just a sophomore student who was really optimistic with life and putting all my time into studying hard for a better result but things changed when i met Caleb.
Caleb was a tall, hairy and handsome guy with a beautiful accent. his broad chest and charming smile kept me starring at his face and for once i wondered if he was created on a Sunday Morning. unfortunately, behind all of this physical attribute was a beast lying still and waiting for the right time to show up.
I really didn't want any man to sleep with me and go away and so i had told him that we would not have sex until we were married and he agreed to it whole-heartedly. he never raised any objection to the things I said and that made me running and yearning to be his wife. Few years after I graduated and served my country in the NYSC scheme, Caleb and I decided to tie the knot and trust me it was an epoch making occasion.
THE DELIMA
We lodge in the best hotel in my state and i expected to have a nice time but the beast showed up instead. I was still having my shower when I heard him welcome a quest and so i wondered who the person was. I hurried from the bathroom and lo! it was his best-man. I really didn't have a problem but could not really place why he came to the room.
Caleb soon forgot I existed and was dying to have him all over me, this two kept drinking and chatting until late at night.
At this point I asked if his best-man wasn't going and Caleb looked me in the face and said he wasn't. After a long talk and several questioning Caleb told his Best-man was his gay partner. I collapsed instantly and when I regained consciousness, I was in the hospital.
My parent and Caleb's parent were asking so many questions and I couldn't tell them anything because the look on Caleb's face explained to me that if I spilled any thing then I would be dead.
At this point i just kept weeping without a word, Caleb and his partner played out so nice before our parents. They worked so hard to pay the bills and would act as if they cared so much. I was the only one that knew and understood every drama but i felt i had betrayed my faith. I never prayed about Caleb, i was so carried away by his physical attribute and never Stopped to ask if he was God's will for my life. Ahhh! I forgot to guard my heat, I left the path I was to follow.
I returned to the house and when ever Caleb's partner went foe a business trip, he would demand that we should have anal-sex. I have lived in deep pains, the wall that holds my anus is weak, the worst is that he wouldn't let me see any Doctor.
Thankfully, God came to my rescue, a colleague of mine noticed I had emaciated and dragged me to see a Doctor in the out-skirt of town and that was where i let the cat out of the bag. I started taking treatments and medication privately especially in the office.
My friend and the Doctor fought with their life and filed the case in court my parents were so heart-broken and Caleb's parents were so ashamed of what their son had become.
I finally got a divorce and I'm living comfortably but the pains and stigma lingers. The love I experience had drained me and sucked up my virtue. I hope true love exist and I hope to get one someday.
I herby invite @carlynn to join the contest. Thanks for reading through.
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