Last year was not a good year for me. It went by without achieving anything specific or I would say didn't achieve anything big. But hey, I'm alive so that counts, right? 2024 was like I was rolling with the flow, without any specific goal in front of me, just doing everyday things, and the year passed!
It may sound sluggish and silly to you. But as a person who is dealing with many mental, and physical health issues and it impacted our conjugal life as well; I was not sure how I could focus on something else outside of those rather than trying to manage my life first.
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I usually am not comfortable talking about my personal life although I share my life through photos. But here I am!
I have been struggling with Recurrent Pregnancy Loss (RPL) for the last 3 years. The last year was very tough for me, mentally and physically. I have been through a lot as you may understand. So planning for this year seems like catching the air to me!
People who go through this will understand, how hard it is to deal with emotional resilience. Talking with people about my issues is still hard for me. I isolated myself from social life unintentionally and focused on my family life majorly. And overall, it hampers the balance of my life.
I need to make 2025 different, make it better for myself.
I'm not planning on attaining any financial goals. I don't seek any big things for myself but peace.
I'm looking for peace of mind.
Have emotional resilience.
Work on making a strong love bond for our family.
Deal with every health issue we have with courage.
Help my son, make him able, and give him support to achieve more.
Work on my mental health to find peace.
There are many more things but these are the few important ones that came into my mind right now.
Yes, there's no financial goal for this year as other things need to be taken care of first. I'm working on my spiritual life, getting help for my mental health, and doing everything for my physical health.
It's not anymore like I need another child. But more like accepting what life gives me. And doing what I can.
There are no settled resolutions for 2025, and there's no personal goal but in the back of my mind, all this is in a queue to achieve. But I understand that I need to make a list to not repeat 2024, to not go with the flow but rather take control.
Just today I have an appointment to get help on this with a professional. I talked with my husband thoroughly on this and we are on the same boat. So it gets a lot easier to make a plan for 2025.
This year will be a big year for me because of our personal goals. We have some rough plans for the first quarter of the year to make ourselves able to take control of our emotions and overall life. We have some set plan to better manage our physical and mental health as well as spiritual life.
It still feels very overwhelming to me. I'm still figuring out many things and dealing with many emotional unbalances. But I'm trying my best to help myself and my family. So I need to make this year positive and productive for anyone but myself.
I'm not sure if I have managed to convey my thoughts properly with words. I hope you understand. Thanks to @amberkashif, for the question; I needed to write down my thoughts somewhere and it happened to be Hive!
Be more empathic, be productive, stay healthy, be focused, and have a blissful year.
