Losing a hair is depressing, it came to the point that you really just want to cut it all and live the rest of your life, hairless or bald, at least you don't have to spend on a shampoo anymore (｡ŏ﹏ŏ).
Different brands of shampoo are not really effective for me. I feel like I just lose more hair the more I change the brand of my shampoo and conditioner. It's exhausting, you know. I didn't even think before that I would experience hair fall because of how thick my hair is, but, unfortunately, I feel like a bald now because of how light my hair is ಥ_ಥ. I never wore a cap before, but now I can't live without it. The reason was to hide the bald part in my head.
How I wish I could have again that thick hair I once had. But, due to my ignorance and I'm really lazy to use conditioner before because using it can take more time when bathing, I failed to take good care of it. I didn't think that the consequence would be this big. I'm about to go bald, and I'm still experiencing a hair fall. Every shampoo and conditioner I tried didn't work, from the expensive one to the cheapest. I think the cheapest works better than the pricey one.
On the first week that I experienced it, I really, really wanted for it to stop. So I tried whatever, I also used aloe vera because I heard it was good to grow our hair. But I stop in the end. Taking care of something is really not for me because I can't be consistent on it. And I feel like it doesn't really work on my hair, I still lose some of it. It's devastating to see whenever I shampoo my hair, and a lot's of hair will be tangled on my fingers.
I didn't even use a force on it, but even as gently as I shampooed it, the hair would still fall. Like why? Is it because of my lifestyle? But I don't have that ಥ_ಥ. I think what I ate is still healthier compared to some, but they still have pretty hair. It is even more lethal when my hair will also get to my comb, as in! You see that thing? That's worth a week! And my heart is crying seeing them, huhu. ( ･ั﹏･ั)
Should I sell them so that I can at least get something out of it ಥ‿ಥ. But well, I'm sure, no one will even have a second look for these strands of hair because of how thin they are. My hair down there and my armpit is healthier than my head hair, WTF (个_个). But seriously though, my hair looks really worse now. They don't have the same shine and smoothness from 5 years ago. Should I just buy a wig and shave my hair?
But of course that's not my last try at something for my hair. I also tried coconut oil this time, enduring the heat after putting a lot of it on my hair. There are days that I sleep with coconut oil on my hair, but this too didn't last long. I just can't endure much of the heat whenever I put it on my hair. You know, Philippines, it's really hot in here. I didn't have an e-fan that time too, so I didn't continue it.
To be honest, I just stopped caring for my hair now. Because I think it's a lost case now, and I'll just stress myself more if I care more. I haven't found any solution, and I don't really have the riches to try more or try other things. I'll just leave it like this. For now, I just go back to my old brand of shampoo. But on a different flavor - color rather, lol. I'm losing more hair on the Aloe Vera variant, so I changed it into the Coconut Cream variant.
I noticed that my hair loss is milder now. I still get more hair on my fingers while just shampooing them, but it is lesser now. How I wish I could stop it completely. Or maybe it is also because of my age? Haisssst!
