In My World.

I envy those who know how to keep their emotions in check irrespective of what they face or the panic attack that comes their way. Am like, how do you do it?

Unlike me, the slightest unbalance at heart gets me disorganized. Working under pressure can’t so not be me.. and if pressure meets me in an environment that would hardly allow me to escape freely, giving myself a moment to breathe is a must, that is I must find a way to possibly excuse myself out at that very moment.
See why I envy them now?

However, knowing this is one thing and working on it is another. So far, I could boldly say I've experienced life in my little world, I know the feeling of flying high fat off the skies and suddenly crash all of a sudden and began crawling as though those wings never existed.

Tears most times come in naturally to me, well not like it comes abnormally to others but it's more like my first reaction most of the time at my down moments. Before now, I recall slapping myself in the cheeks while scolding my other part in the mirror because I consider my reaction as a sign of a weakly.. not until I accepted nature and worked so much on it.

It started with understanding first, acceptance, and then communication.

Only if you knew the power of self-communication would you understand how great it helps out in times of need.

Then I blink back the unshared tears that threatened to fall, I succeed most times and pour out while alone while a few that I couldn't, let it go through with no shame in it, then after letting my inner nature coast react to how it knows best, I began fixing the thread through the needles.. Whether I get it right or not, at that very point my whole attention is solely fixed on the positivity of that challenge, and all of a sudden am myself again.
Learning how my whole operates, both self-nature and outer angles had been a great therapy for my mental stability and mind growth and all this happens in my little world.