Writing another blog about a sailor's life, surrounded by the full ocean, I can't help but think about the past three weeks spent aboard. Crossing the Atlantic Ocean. The waves rock the ship, a constant reminder of my current reality: I am a sailor, miles away from the land, separated from my family by this endless blue and night times dark expanse.
Internet
One of the most problematic aspects of life at sea; is the scarcity of reliable internet. It's both a blessing and a curse. The digital detachment brings a sense of peace, an escape from the constant BLINK and BUZZ and ARE YOU THERE? notifications and the pace of the online world. Yet, this disconnection comes at a cost staying in touch with loved ones becomes a significant challenge. Also, the internet here is not just limited; it's so expensive! Every byte is precious, making every message sent and received all the more meaningful. That is why I used only Whatsapp in this time. No blogging...
Missing My Family
The isolation amplifies my longing for my family. The sea is a companion that listens but never replies. Like a void.
I feel like an astronaut sometimes... I often find myself gazing at the horizon, wondering what my loved ones are doing at that very moment? Each sunset reminds me of the distance between, and I question my choice of profession.
Another aspect of life at sea that often goes unnoticed is the scarcity of fresh food. The initial excitement of embarking on a new journey soon gives way to the reality of limited choices. The lack of fresh fruits and vegetables is not just a matter of taste but also a health concern. We rely heavily on frozen and preserved foods, and while nutritious, they lack the freshness and variety I crave.
Medical Concerns and Emergencies
Perhaps the most daunting aspect of being miles away from land is the issue of medical emergencies. The sea is unforgiving, and its vastness can be intimidating, especially when considering the distance from medical facilities. Onboard, we are trained to handle minor medical issues, but the thought of a serious emergency is always scary in the back of my mind. It's a reminder of the risks we sailors accept as part of our job.
These two-three weeks have been a period of deep introspection. The sea, with its vastness and solitude, has a way of making one ponder the bigger picture – the choices we make, the things we value, and the sacrifices we're willing to endure for our passions and professions. As a sailor, I've embraced a life that's unique and challenging, filled with isolation. But with every wave that hits the bow that I am reminded of what awaits me on land, on my home, the warmth of my family, the comfort of my TV, and the simple pleasures of life that the sea makes me appreciate more.
I look forward to setting foot on land again, reuniting with my family, and enjoy the simple luxuries of life that take on a whole new meaning after weeks at sea. Until then, I will continue to embrace my life as a sailor, with all its challenges and rewards.
I will try to write more on here. See you soon!
Translated using deepL. - The picture is mine.
