For some time now I have been experiencing episodes in which I feel extreme fatigue due to daily and routine purposes, what needs to be done, what must be done, is more of the same. We are always in constant search for a purpose or a goal, whether in the short, medium or long term, something to follow and that makes our days interesting, objectives to achieve.
I have been in a kind of emotional abyss from which it is difficult for me to get out, I have no desire for anything at all, what I do day after day does not cause me emotion or enthusiasm, it is difficult for me to go out and take some photos, there is nothing I can do. I am passionate that I can allow myself to reactivate my energies and continue, I should have assumed that this is normal, I just had not experienced it before... Does it have to do with the passing of the years?
I had a lot of ideas, dreams and energy some time ago, dreams to fulfill when I was a teenager but over time I have been exchanging one dream for another in such a way that I have lost some other passions that no longer arrive empty. Music was one of them.
This is a constant coming and going of downturns that tends to torment me more often than I thought, not feeling enough with what I do and thinking that I am wasting my time as the years go by so quickly, thinking that life passes before our eyes and We become consumed with routine stupidities, keeping a work schedule, working overtime, paying bills, being tired all the time.
I guess I need a push to help me recharge my batteries and see everything from a different perspective, revive myself and consider new projects.
I am the type of person who has a hard time expressing myself, choosing someone to chat with is something I consider stressful, at the same time I don't like the idea of dumping personal situations and boring others with problems that may or may not be relevant to some.
This is the first time that I share something in this community, which seems to me to have a very interesting objective and before publishing this I have thought a lot about doing it, I think I needed a little relief even if it is through writing, I think which is working for me.
I thank those who have stopped here and I wish you all a great start to the week.
