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I have spent so many years trying to find peace and tranquility yet, my mother who is a covert-narcissist i suspect, or at least Bipolar to the extreme over minor things.
Been a really rough time coping, I got on anti-anxiety med(Benzos) and life has just been fucking brutal. besides the tranquility the Meds have helped with. I just want to pursue my career and move out, but my mom gives me no slack.
If she could just let me make some money, everything would be easier....
But she drank herself in to a shit storm with surgeries and all, now I'm forced to take care of a person i despise. While my father is completely absent, and I can barely get anything done because of the autism induced laziness. Not to mention the ADD making me not able ot focus at all.
I just want to take some time to clean my room, and enjoy my life a little, but its impossible here. Too many responsibilities for someone i despise
I have been playing a lot more OSRS planning on doing Bossing with my friend from elementary school, and a group of friends I have online.
But Happiness is not a priority for my mom, she just wants me to slave away while she trashes the house cause shes taking advantage of me because of her condition. Sometimes I'd rather be homeless. Please pray for me, I want to get deep into Hive Blogging again, I fully believe this platform will become popular one day.
My 2 narcissistic parents have destroyed my autistic brain from trauma but one day i will work past it.
She wants me out in a month but i wont have money like that to just move out in 2 seconds, the struggle is real.
I know life will look up soon, but times are tough just gotta keep trucking.
Sincerely, Squids
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