Latest Update of Patotoy

My husband is attending a seminar in Davao City and vacation leave me alone at home. I am with my Patotoy and my nephew who is living upstair. The kids are now around too but because I am not feeling good. They know that I want peace in my sorrounding and they cannot play as what they want to do.

He already know how to adjust himself being tied up and no freedom to go out in the street. We tied him a rope for laundry.

Last night I stayed outside the house and he comforted me. He loved when I touched him any play his fur. I know his weakness and happiness. He feels that I am around,he acted like a human, a child who need care and love. I learned many thing about animal since Patotoy live with us. I was not a dog lover but when he insisted staying with us, we learned to love him.

Today, I am inside the sala and be stay calm and have a peaceful mind. He never bark anyone passing outside. As if he doesn't feel people around but only me.Maybe he know that I am not feeling well. As if he pulled out bag energy inside of me. He licked my toes and legs. When I hold his head he close his eyes and sometime he fall asleep. I just imagine that I have no child. I am 44 years old and there is no chance of having a baby. Thanks God that my husband have two son and my nephew have two daughter that I considered them as my own children. My siblings have children too and I help them in their studies.

When God allows me to live longer, I know they love me and I am not afraid of growing older alone.

This is all about me and Patotoy.