Today I woke up super early and get breakfast together with my dad.
We had to go to this coffee shop because the one we intended to go was closed today.
Ordered kon lo mee cha sau.
It cost RM9 for this bowl of noodles.
The reason why I have to wake up super early today was because today was the day that I have finally decided to take this step to close down my small business company for good.
Had been pondering on wether to keep this business alive or to closed it down since early last year before I have decided to move to Sabah.
It has been a very hard decision to be made but there are lots of sign that I have to finally let go and move on in life.
Looking back I have registered & officially started this small company of mine since year 2015.
In a blink of an eye it has already been nearly 9 years.
I still remembered how I have started everything from zero until today.
The struggle was real for the first two years.Then business was getting better and better and the rest was history.
Back then I have zero knowledge about the business world and just taking a leap of faith and leaving my well paid job because I see the demand of my makeup & hairdo skills back then.
Managing everything on my own was somehow challenging but it was indeed a priceless experience.
I didn't know that this career would take a toll on my health after exactly 5 years later.
Back pain was getting more and more unbearable day by day.
I never knew about this until I experienced it first hand myself.
I did personally ask around my friends who was in the same field of career too if they have experience this and to my surprise they all did and non of them talk about it.😅
No wonder after few years, all of them tend to changed their career.
Had to go to the chiropractor for treatments and also massage therapy every now and then.
Slowly but surely my back is slowly getting better and recovering but somehow I have to sacrifice the job that I love so much for good or else all those treatments I have done will just goes to waste and my back will deteriorated even more.🥲
I was quite sad and heavy hearted to say goodbye for all those hard work to build up this business but at the same time I am really grateful for the once in a lifetime experience.
Still don't know what is next but I will figure something out.🤭
May life brings me to utilise the rest of my talents that I already have.Haha.
Also I didn't expect the process of the termination went so smoothly and quickly.
So lucky that I am the earliest today so I didn't have to wait.
Going to say goodbye to this bag of makeup once all my products goes spoiled.Had been throwing out a few products and brushes that was spoiled and damaged.
