Something supposed to be a special occasion but I am far away from home. I pretended having a party with someone to celebrate a special day. I just imagine it a d dressed my blue dress. But the reality, I was just going to the garden and clean the messy ground floor. They removed the old color of the wall, the window curtains and the sofa. Everything are new for the wedding preparations.
A lot of works and changes and I love the new color of the couch.
Until now the things downstairs are not yet arrange. The real ramble and need to fix it later today after their lunch. Having a wedding cost a lot of things to prepare and change.
And I was awake in the Sunday morning while the youngest daughter went to school. They were all sleeping and I enjoyed myself taking picture.
Pardon me if you feel annoyed for posting my selfies. It helped me feeling better after the rejections. Why they rejected? Do I looked ugly? Physical appearance is not necessary if you are looking for a real love but if you find someone that is a little bit presentable, its better. Try to find someone who have a beautiful heart and not the outer look.Just saying!
I looked myself. I saw happiness but my heart felt sadness. Doing these helps lighten my emotion. I just covered the negative energy within me. Aside from taking care of my plants, my cats and birds, my works, I pushed taking care of myself. So funny, right? But this move is better than keep on crying everyday.
As I'd said I was assuming attending a special events of someone I cherished to be with me but since I am so far away, I pretend I was there.🙂🙂🙂 and enjoyed the virtual moments.
We need to be strong and fight back the negative energy. We can do it. Weakness may come to our us in different way but if we believe in our capability, we can make it and be proud of how we try the best for us.
Thank you @ace108 and everyone's support.
