I am sad while thinking back to this morning.
It’s been a week already! A week with pain, tears and comforting.
It’s been a new experience ever since we got the diagnosis, till the day our beloved sweet hart and furry child left to go over the rainbow.
With kids, loosing a pet is sheer hell!
Untop of your own greef, loss and sorrow you want to take away the pain for them.
The fact the kids were so little when our big sweethart came is something that we have to learn to deal with and that sucks.
Life just isn’t the same , the house isn’t the same. We don’t feel it’s fitting. But it’s life and we have to find a way.
WE HAVE TO !*
But for those of you that missed me last week read this first:
https://peakd.com/hive-147010/@brittandjosie/hartbroken-and-lost-loss-of-a-furry-child
And than this one:
https://peakd.com/hive-161155/@brittandjosie/hiveat5--hive-at-5-loss-of-a-pet
Now you know. So after they came to pick our beloved friend and dog from our home he was taken to the animal cremation business.
I Holland the animals otherwise go to the destruction station and I / we surly didn’t want that. So all in our wish he was cremated last Friday and we got a call that today we could pick him up.
The place is in an industrial part of Totterdam and the hall way came out to a room where all the urns were shown and where you could buy all you wanted to honour and keep your beloved pet.
If you would have asked me before we got the dogs I might have said I thought it was un nesseccary but now I wanted it for him with all the Shabang to keep him.
The moment was hard and when he was next to me in a piece of pottery it felt akward and nauseating. It’s the greef that hit hard. The radio played a Dutch song and I vriend my eyeballs out!! Just as I was pulled over for a traffic control ! Of all days that officer thought let’s get that blond to the side and check the car and registration, well he has something to tell at the dinner table because I don’t think he had many women pulled over that were crying so hard. By the look at the urn on the car seat he said drive and be safe.
I went alone because it’s my day off. The kids and hubs were working so I said I would snap some pictures and show where he was for the last week. So I did , not very clear and obviously because the man would have though who is that crazy crying lady, taking pictures of urns?
Now I can use them for a blog, maybe it’s the hiver in me that I think in blogs even now when in a funaral home for animals. I don’t care! I just want my dog remains and go home. Cry and go home, cuddle with the one we have left and who misses his brother aswell.
There is very much available to have the remains in your home.
Squares, pots with paws, jewels and collars. The urns were in a open wall to wall closet and all could be purchased. The remains come in a carton urn and if you want they will put the remains in the one you buy. I wanted to leave as quick as I could so the transfer will be done whenever I have a place I want to put it. The certificate and all the papers I will file.
I got all and went on my way. The part of Rotterdam the funeral business was is grey and a place I don’t want to visit any time soon. I know it is there and hope I won’t see it for years to come. Thank god I was home really quick.
Here the place with all the jewels and the nexklaces to have the ashes in and wear it on your body. Not gonna do that but for sure not gonna judge. There is something for every one and every animal.
Now all is on the table and even his little brother came to smell and look at what just arrived in our home and is here to stay.
I must say it also made me a bit emotional to see Joey with his nose at the urn.
Maybe they know it , animals also hurt.
He also misses his big bro!
The valt mold we made with the kids the drawing , the urn, the gorden setter figurine on the urn, what a day!
What a day!
At least he is home. Home is where his hart is and home is where we are his family and brother.
Is this weird ? Probably but love makes you do weird things and I love it. I am not ashamed ,
I am hurt and sad because we had to dag goodbye….
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