Happy birthday to me๐๐
Celebrating birthdays has not really being a thing of mine as my family never took it important. But what can I say, I have to celebrate myself and thank God very well because it hasn't been easy.
In honour of yet another 365 beautiful days around the sun, I thought about writing an open letter to myself as an appropriate thing to do. The essence of me doing this is just to reminisce about the past few years and tell myself few words I rarely tell myself.
Here's what I'm telling myself today........
Dearest Jennifer,
I'll start by expressing how incredibly proud I am of you. Lol even if it's just been a little while. I know I hardly say such stuffs to you like how you do your best in various aspect that life faces you with. But baby gurl, you're amazing! Over the past few years, I've watched you strive so hard to to survive and become who you are today, looking back now, you've really come a long way from how you started.
I still remember how you always cried your eyes out because nobody cared about your birthday, mum was always too busy and dad was nowhere to be found. You didn't even want anyone to wish you a Happy birthday because you felt you where just a loner who nobody loves or cared about. Every March 19th was just not happy to you but even through those tears and feelings, you stayed strong and tough determined to change that reality.
Look who's happy to the extend of writing about her birthday nowโบ๏ธ. It's you my love..โฅ๏ธ
These past years has been a blessing indeed. You accepted numerous opportunities, embarked on journeys, scaled through with so much responsibility and met amazing people in the process. You conquered that mf called social anxiety that you worked on for so long, took steps that you didn't think you'll do and created memories that you'll cherish forever.
Jenny, I'm most happy that you finally saw the amazing potentials in you and leaving behind inferiority complex. I remember when when people would tell you how amazing and Intelligent you are but all you coukd do was say I can't ( silly you..lol). You held your amazing self back for so long because you felt you weren't enough.
I'm glad you realised how awesome you are early enough, can you imagine the awesomeness the world would have missed if you didn't let go of that silly idea of not being enough?. Heiii they would have really missed out๐น.
This just means that you're on the right track and doing great. Can't wait to see you accomplish more in the heard ahead.
Oh yeah!!!
One more thing Jennifer, I hope you always remember to stay true to yourself no matter what, smile more often lol, keep your head focused and do not feel easily discouraged. And if eventually you do, there always that one person there for you at all times. "JESUS" call and talk to him coz he's always available to answer and listen to you ok??. He started your story and is never tired to complete it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ONCE AGAIN ๐๐๐น
I LOVE YOU๐นโบ๏ธ
Thanks for reading to the end guys i appreciate โฅ๏ธ๐