I trust but later it hurts

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I think everyone has a weak point in his life. It doesn't matter, that he is a prime minister. Either he is a chief. They have some weak points. Someone doesn't trust anyone. They have zero confidence. But my weak point is love. Trust. I don't know why. But it's natural. I can't stop myself to trust someone. Even if someone loves me and cares about me, my heart says he is only yours. And I am very worried about my weak point. Because many people use me. They felt their fake love and used me.

Here I am giving a true story about my fact. As I told I trust anyone so fast. It was 26th of June. And my friend Sahil came to me. And suddenly, he became so lovely to me. He was realizing his love and care about me. Thay you are my best friend. You always help me with my difficult time. You never disappointed me.

He was trying to approach me about how much he is loyal to me. And I was like wow. How can a friend be so loyal? I had tears in my eyes. But I control. Because I was thinking everyone uses me but he is showing me his loyalty.

I treat him very well. And after some time, he leaves. The next day, he came again to me. And again that situation. I said to my mama that Sahil was loyal to me. I praised him so much. And my mom was like, Moaz you are so innocent. Everyone used you. Everyone tries to harm you with love but you always forget.

I ignore her conservative.. because if someone shows their love to me, I can't stop myself from regarding them.


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It was the third day. And it was 3 pm. And my doorbell rings. I opened the door and there was Sahil. I opened the drawing room and we sat there. We started conservation. And this time he showed more love and loyalty. After that, he said, Moaz I have a work. And I know you are my true friend and will never disappoint me.

He only said this line and I melt there. I was feeling so high myself. And I asked, Tell me what happened? I am here. I will help you.

After taking a breath. He told me that, he needs 5500 emergency. I have to buy a new mobile. And I have a lake of this amount. At first, I got jerked because it was a high amount. But I took some time and gave him money.

I was thinking that he would come to me and show me his mobile. We will have fun and take some pictures. And I was sure that he would only visit me. Because he is so loyal to me. Even I don't demand to take my money back. It was Thursday, and I was waiting for him full of excitement.

I was sure he would come. But it was 6 pm. And I was still waiting for him. Then I rang him. I asked about his mobile. And I was shocked about his behavior. His reply was this.

I know I have to give your money back. But it doesn't mean you call me again and again. After saying this he drops the call.

And I was thinking about that. Why did he do that? His mean was completed.

It has been many weeks and months since he contacted me. And never come to me. I feel it a lot. But then my mom said, they always attack your weak points. Because they know you are loyal to everyone and never disappoint anyone. But they used this quality in the wrong terms.

But this matter Doesn't stop there. I always trust others. And they left me after their means. But it hurts 🤕.