There are certain times where I get real mad at myself for not being as rich as possible, so rich like in the movies, so that I could wake up in a morning like this morning and just decide to leave the country to somewhere calm and relax, just to have some time to myself to think and just be free.
This morning, I had woken up with a sudden urge to just disappear. I didn't want anyone to see me or even know about my whereabout. But unfortunately, I couldn't afford leaving the country so I did the only thing I could do, I went for a walk.
In as much as I wanted to not be seen, I didn't want to dissappear in real life, so I had told a friend where I was going to just for security purposes and to make sure someone else knew about my whereabout. But then, after telling him of my plans, he decided he wanted to tag along, which I didn't want because I wanted to be alone, but I said yes anyway.
We both had gone for the walk but ended up seperating because unlike him, I really needed the walk and some alone time, so what I would do was suggest we took the longer route to certain places, which he would refuse and then take the shorter route while I took the longer ones.
Trust me when I say that I always feel good and free for those little moments where it's just me listening to my favorite song by Faceless featuring Serøtonin on a song titled Venus on my headset.
I found myself dancing right in the middle of the street, totally oblivious to the fact that people were staring at me because I didn't care, all I wanted to do at that moment was do what made me happy. I even had two random guys join me for a video because they obviously liked the vibe I was giving. Lol
Anyways, today was one of those days that I've wanted to have for a while now and I'm glad I did because I came back home, feeling a lot better than when I left.
That walk was definitely therapeutic and needed... it's definitely something I will do over and over again (and most definitely alone), especially when I find myself feeling the way I felt this morning.