Money that cannot be reincarnated

Hello everyone, I'm back again

I guess it's been days or weeks since I've been busy at work lately because I want to have a license to drive my father's motor since he doesn't use it much. the only way I can use the motorcycle is to get my license so I am saving money to have it one day.

Every free time or online class I get, I will use that day to work instead of laying on my bed and it is all worth it no time has been a waste. And my mom always says that I have to work for something that I want sometimes all the available jobs I will take it because I want to have a license no matter what, if I have to work part-time for my mom's work I have to wake early like 3:50 AM we have to go at called LUMANG PALENGKE or Old Market so we have something to resell at PAGASA MARKET but since my mom is well known at the market because people always say to her that her voice is so calm like they feel like she's easy to approach and so on that’s how business is easy for her because the other fish vendor at our place sometimes they have leftover due to fewer people but my mom always finishes her product and I think we deserve this life, all because of hard work.

every day when I do not have any progress in my saving all I think is that soon there will be another chance because they are times, we must use our money so my savings will get deducted but it is fine because it is part of the life sometimes you must sacrifice somethings to live every day and not all will be easy in the journey of the path that we choose, so be a good decision maker in your existence.

sometimes when things go down I'm thinking that I will never reach my goal due to much hard work and time I've sacrificed every day but still not enough so what I do is shut the hell up in some quiet place and just think while listening to some music until I feel better and that's how to cope with this mind destruction.

So yeah, this is me as a college student in the course of Hospitality Management. Lately, due to the individual activity in my school, my savings got deducted because I have to buy my ingredients and rip my chef hat. After all, I misplaced it and now I'm just a wandering headless chef in the hot kitchen and I am thinking of buying another chef hat but my money will be deduction once again but still, it's part of the process, soon more jobs will come into my life and experience will punch in the face until I wake up from the reality.

This is Jack the other reason my money has been deducted is that I tried to buy him some mouth covers, but he does not like so that mouth guard is useless I spent almost 5$ dollars (converting it to pesos dollars is big enough to buy house hehe) on that Huhu and now I am finally regretting buying that thing would be useless.

Another reason that my money is getting used because of my ego, it's like thinking that I will get more jobs so more jobs more cash to spend I have this thought that when I have extra money, I just use it for the outside world but my girlfriend says that I deserve this because I use effort and energy so she said sometimes it's okay to spend money in yourself just control buying expensive things.

This is my part-time videographer because my boss said he needs some advertisements and at the same time he wants to train me as the best employee when the time comes that I am going to solo job in the real world so here I am getting 5 dollars per event it may not be much but still it's pure experience with other people.

so the first event that I got into with my phone as a videographer the event that is called BANCHETTO it's like a place that is full of food and drinks with a band that is playing music for the people it's a good experience that I see this because I realized that when the time I am battling in the reality maybe I won't get to experience this. also, my mom said if there is an opportunity for me just go for it until you can. so what I do is I go to the market in the morning part-time until 12 AM and in the afternoon I go to the event so I can grind more income but it's all worth the time imagine having experience and money at the same time, it may not be big to others but for me, it's a progress that I need.

also thanks to @cmmndrbawang for encouraging me to work on my blogs even though some days are just busy but still I am still able to share what I really get in this reality busy world, it may be tiring but it is all worth it in the future I will get hoping that I will be successful one day its all progress and eras but right now I in the era of savings.