Staying at home without doing anything except eat, sleep, and repeat is really tiring. I know, right? You're wondering why and how it became tiring when I wasn't doing anything. Well, I'm not physically tired, but my mind is. I can't lift heavy stuff, I can't cook yet, I can't wash the dishes, and I can't even flush my own sh*t - it is so embarrassing to Mama, but I have to bear with it. I'm sure Mama feels the same way too (≧▽≦). All I do is overthink, and that is really tiring. All I wish right now is to fully recover, but I guess I still have a long way to go, meaning more overthinking too.
Anyway, walking a lot is also included in what I'm not allowed to do. More like, my oldies are not allowing me to do. They are just taking care of me too much, as they don't want me to experience the severe nose bleeding again, which I understand and appreciate a lot. And it's been 15 days already since I got discharged from the hospital, and I think I'm so much better now than the first week of staying at home.
And I was able to do more walking than before. But I only do a short walk in the extension of our house, and it's not even big enough to make me sweat. But even though it's small, it is so much better in there, as I can enjoy the cold air as I sit or have my walk in there. There's nothing much to see too, but it's better than staying at the four corners of my room (´⊙ω⊙`).
How I wish I could run down these stairs while smiling widely, just like before. That's what I always do, and I'm like a super hyperactive kid who just consumes so many sweets that she can't stop moving too much. This staircase is really helpful when working with my stamina, lol. Though after just one run, I'm already running out of breath, which is really bad. I have to work on my stamina more once I get better. Hopefully, I can finally do that after two to three months. I wish!
I can't also visit Mama's house, even if it is just a few steps away from me. All I can do is look at it, but I can't get close to it. There's a lot of dog and cat fur everywhere, and my nose might catch them all. So I'm just being careful, and as I've said, they are not allowing me to do it. But I could do that now, but just this close. I can't go inside the house yet. I'd love to visit Mama's house sometimes because I can play with the doggos.
And oh, how I missed him -errr, miss this kind of view, ehermmm. The road is so busy, so early in the morning. I should be out too, right this time, sweeping the trash in front of the store and throwing it into the big trash bin steps away from the store. I always feel like doing this every morning is a pain in the arse, but I never thought that I would miss it too. Including opening the store and using all my strength to roll up the metal door, lol.
It is a good morning, Mr. Sunny is out already. Mother is actually encouraging me to go hug the sun and let its sunshine touch my whole body. I could do that, but I'm getting tired of standing for a long time.
Before, I could stand all day, but now it's different as my butt is already used to sitting all day on my mom's modern rocking chair. But I at least get the sun to shine on my face for, like, a second. That's enough, I think, right? Lol.
But you know, staying here for a second gave me enough time to find this little fella here, who was minding his own business and doing whatever. Is he sleeping or what? Is it a he or a she? But whatever, I'll call it a he. This one is so tiny, I had a hard time getting a decent photo out of it. It would be cool if I took it the way my eyes could see it. But my camera focus svcks, as does the quality of it, and that's the result ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ.
I look at my surroundings more, hoping that I could find more, and, oh, I find this thing here totally emerging from the wall. Look how it gets the same color as the wall where they are staying. I'm sure it is some tiny creature that has life, but I've no idea what it is. I saw some of this before, where a giggly creature was moving like a worm out of its shell. Not totally out, though, that cocoon-like shell is still attached to it, and it is crawling so slowly. Anyone who knows this thing here?
By the way, just so you know, guys, I'm actually not alone in this short quest of mine outside the house because I'm with these kittens. They are my company the whole duration of time together with Ikay, their momma cat. I had to make a lot of stops because of them, lol. I mean, who can resist their cuteness? The camera is always ready to capture their cuteness. After capturing their moments together, I decided to go back inside because my eyes were already tired from using my phone. What a perfect way to end a short walk, no ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ.
