Hello there. Is there anything new that you have been working on lately? Are midweek days too busy? The first few days of this week I felt like a nightmare. There is far too much homework to do, and group work schedules are jam-packed. I was "smack dab" in the middle of a group of friends who were constantly trying to prove how good they were at teamwork. The group was then reprimanded because the outcome was not as expected by the teacher. Because of what happened, I felt suffocated for the first few days of my week. Is it a pity? Most people believe that the start of the week should be full of energy and fun, but I am the polar opposite of everyone.
Do you frequently go to the beach by yourself?
The sea is a very interesting place for me because it has many beautiful scenes and fresh air. It especially helps me relax or think about my relationships and my daily life. Listening to this, you might think I'm an introvert or have a lot of negative traits. In reality, things are not at all like that. I'm also curious about myself, specifically whether I'm an extrovert or an introvert. It can be very lively, active, and mischievous at times, but there are times when I want to close myself in, think more deeply, and go somewhere alone.
Summer is approaching in Vietnam, which has four distinct seasons. A fierce heatwave is on the way. These days, people rush to the beach to swim and walk. The number of people present was difficult to count. My room is a 15-minute jog from the sea, so I decided to go for a jog there for exercise. When I arrived, I was a little overwhelmed because it was so crowded. Following that, I also became a part of this environment. Before beginning my walking tour, I ordered a glass of coconut water and drank it. Today's weather appears to be calmer than usual, and the seawater is much bluer.
Many families bring their children to the beach to practice swimming and have fun. They appear to be very happy. I happened to catch a father with his daughter on his shoulder. A father's tenderness and warmth for his young daughter. I had a flashback to my father. My father carried me across a stream when I was 15 years old when my family went out together. Maybe I rushed through life and should have spent more time with my family. I immediately called my father after returning from the beach. Inquire whether he has eaten and what his mother is doing now. My parents are also approaching 50 years old this year, and they continue to struggle to raise my sisters and me. I wish I could graduate as soon as possible so that I could work and help my parents financially. I'm sure that day won't be far away because I'm only a little more than a year away from graduating. And I will do so soon.
I was reflecting on my friendships. Do I truly integrate with them when working in a group, or is my communication style irritating? I was offered the position of leader, but I'm not thrilled about it. Why? Is it true that I'm afraid I won't be able to? That is completely incorrect. I was assigned to a group that was overly adept at issuing orders. And I have the impression that they are bringing me out as a shield to protect themselves when they are being chastised by the teacher. I've worked as a team leader on other subject projects, and the outlook is very positive. However, in this case, I no longer want to do it.
Should I reconsider? Is everything going to be fine?
I would like to apologize to everyone who read my post today. Sorry for exposing my negative side to everyone. I'd also like to thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts in this article. I promise to bring you more upbeat posts in the future. I wish you a day filled with laughter and joy.
Peaceful 
