Diving into the infinity of timelessness
I float in sweet harmony, everything slows down around me. It's a restful state where I can easily recharge, but I can't stay here indefinitely. But in the meantime, I'm enjoying this calm and serenity that now comes from outside, from my environment. I think it helps me to stabilize this state inside me, whatever my circumstances.
What's the truth?
This is a "regeneration space" that I need to get out of before I get stuck here for good.
If I were stuck here, I wouldn't be able to complete my mission and rise to a higher level. It's an artificial world with artificial light, and love is also artificial and conditional.
What forms does this "sweet harmony" take in our daily lives? It can be a life of idle luxury, mood-enhancing drugs, alcohol, tempting sweets, sex without love, fantasy games in artifical worlds. It can also be false friendships based on interests, a comfortable life without any challenges.
In this place, you are slowly sinking, and you don't notice the process.
It's like a lukewarm swamp where everything is soft and beautiful.
This is the most insidious trap! To love-starved, weary souls, it's like paradise, but looks can be deceiving! It is not from here, from this external, artificial world, but from within, from our hearts, that we must be replenished!
But it takes a lot of work, and it can be very painful at the beginning, because it requires cleansing.
Aniline watercolor and white gel pen on A/5 paper
