Wow! This is so disturbing... I love it 😳 it really gives off those feelings you talk about, just looking at it, I was stunned. You're right, one of the best therapies is painting. I'm glad that thanks to her you managed to release all that anger and frustration to make such an impressive drawing. You are a very strong person and I hope that months of joy and happiness come to you now. You deserve it. A big hug 🤗💚