Since I've been almost 12 years old, I started looking around and realizing that most people are unhappy, unhappy with their jobs, with their financial status, and most importantly with themselves.
I started analyzing the reasons, and I made a promise to myself that I'll never live the same life they curse, and it has been a looooong journey of discovering myself and doing my best to stay away from this so-called "Rat Race"
I'm now almost 24 years old, and I can't say that I've fully found the path, but today I'm not mainly here to write about how I can achieve this fulfilling life, but rather to write about how the life I fear the most looks like.
It looks like working a job that I don't like just to pay my bills, starting each workday while waiting for the minute it will end, having a lot of dreams but knowing I can't accomplish any of them, having economic challenges every day and having money as my greatest concern.
Not being able to provide for my family, living a life that I'm not satisfied about, wishing that I could change my life someday but doing nothing about it, having to come up with excuses to justify my current status.
Having to come up with lies to try to convince myself that I'm happy, and that at least my life is better than others, being stuck in traffic, spending most of my time working a job that I don't like, being in a bad shape and not exercising at all.
Those are all symptoms of the life I fear the most, I fear I might be trapped someday into a life that I don't like, and that I'll continue just because I don't have any other options.
Does anyone here agree with me or is it just me who has great expectations? I don't know.....