Desperation, bills to pay, and anxiety this end of the year

in #hive-1611552 years ago

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This is a sad and disappointing end of the year for my person, because all these accounts, all these things that I have pending overwhelm me, they leave me afflicted, I feel like things are not coming out as they should come out.

And I know that many people in these times usually have plans of a list of expenses to carry out to have better managed the amount of money that they must use and controlled the expenses.

But when you depend on a country whose economy is so unpredictable and as wild as Venezuela, things go from bad to worse.
Here the price of the currency is devalued terribly, to the point that the same currency with which we charge our rewards here in the blockchain is devaluing throughout the red and bloody market of cryptocurrencies that are currently there.

And this affects those of us who live in an economy like mine.

I tell you all this because I got the internet account or receipt to pay online and the company has raised the price on two occasions in the last 40 days.

Something that seriously affects all my finances, so that you have an idea, all the cryptos that I have been saving this month with great effort,
that added just four dollars, which perhaps for you is nothing, is a stupid amount, but for someone who lives in a country with an economy that is, let's say, cursed, it means an important amount of money.

The point is that almost 95% of these four dollars that I had saved are going to go to pay for the internet service because the company decided to raise the cost of the service. And this affected my getting to make the payment invoice quite highly. Look, right now I'm taking out the calculator here on my computer to calculate how much is what I had to pay for the internet service.

Look, in exchange for the current dollar here in the country, I had to pay eight dollars, that is, of the four dollars I had saved, I had to put another four additional dollars, taking cryptos from here, from there, from everything that I have gathered here on this beautiful platform, and I was devalued, I was at zero, with just a small amount of food in the house, and trusting that all the dividends that I generate from here on the platform through my publications are of interest to you and that you support me to get out of this depression.

But not everything has been bad, among all things I have had the opportunity to meet and engage in conversations with wonderful people,like @sapphireissafy, whom I have recently met and we are interacting with, and also @wandrnrose7, who are writers and creators of very amazing content.

That gives light to my life and makes me the strength to move forward because the truth is that this is very unpleasant, and in my case that I am a person who suffers from anxiety, having to deal with it, having to live and overcome all these things, especially when you have been for many years, 30 years, overcoming difficulties, and as I said in another publication, it seems that all this never ends, it makes me feel overwhelmed and tired, wanting to leave everything and wanting not to move forward, because my biggest concern is that I am working to pay the bills, I am not working to save for what I want, to fulfill the dreams of what I want, which is to be able to leave the country and be able to live with a better quality of life, have my savings for my old age and be able to travel to other places.

But well, for now, this is my complaint and my concern for this end of the year, and I wanted to comment on this free ride of today, however, I do not want this to affect your point of view about my person and I wish you all the best and all the positive for the year that is about to begin in a few hours, peace, love and happiness for all of you.

 

 

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At least you have written it out @contagio. It must be so hard now that you are suffering from anxiety, I wish I could help, honestly. And I know I can't tell you to be positive or tomorrow the sun will bright, the truth is right there, which was said that the price had raised in your country. At the same time I can't tell you to try harder or to hang on, you must have been so tired to immediately fight against it at the time being. I also can't tell you to enjoy that grief and embrace it like how I am doing, since I am afraid it would be so tight and drown you down to the darker chasm.

So words might not be working right now, I'll send you some hugs which I really meant it. 🫂🫂🫂

You are not alone warrior @contagio

Thank you my mermaid, all you need is for you to lull me to sleep a bit and with that I can feel better.

It is a war that I have been fighting for many years, and this is just another battle, in which it would do me a lot of good to feel accompanied and that is why I appreciate your words, because for me, these are difficult and complicated moments @sapphireissafy.

Goodnight @contagio
Rest your body and your mind 🌼💕

Your mermaid had slept and shedded some tears during already. People said mermaid tears may turn into pearls so I rarely cry because I don't wanna be kidnapped :'3

You always have your siren song at hand to charm whoever tries to kidnap you, so I doubt anyone will succeed in that feat.

Thank you, I still have 2 hours of activity left to go to bed, today has been an endless day of work, I have had to answer about 80 messages on different social networks, I am really exhausted.

Fortunately I have the policy of only working from Monday to Friday, and tomorrow's work is done, I only have to copy and paste.

Rest up and have a restful sleep, we'll talk tomorrow or maybe next year :D

Sorry to hear about the tough times there Contagio. We have price rises here nearly each week too. I hope that things will improve for you. !ALIVE

Everything is going wrong in different parts of the world, it's discouraging!

Thank you very much my good friend, I really appreciate it! I do everything in my power: listnerds, rollercoin, hive, noise.app, read.cash, dcrops, sunflowerland, etc.

Time is not enough and the truth is, the fruits I get are barely enough to pay the bills, it is difficult, but for me it is very important to receive the comments of the people I consider friends, and of course my favorite whale :) , many thanks Steve! i really appreciate it.

!BBH

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@cantiogo I shared your post 😊 on my blog!
Hugs my dear friend.
Barb
#thriveonhive

Thank you very much for your support, it means a lot to me! @adcreatordesign ❤️

Try to mâke vidéos and put them on youtube , people earns so muchh money with youtube. Not me I didn't earn anything from it but I sée people are earning too much , even they became rich with, you have to try if you Can , do it

Thank you very much for your suggestion friend! I currently have a YouTube channel and a 3speak channel in which I have recorded several videos, but my PC does not have a graphics card and does not support the obs, which I need to be able to make my videos. I use a Linux system and here things are different.

I'm trying to save some money to buy any low-end graphics card that allows me to use a simple version of OBS to continue making my videos brother!.

It is very pleasant to receive your visit and your valuable comment @tagmout

You Can use your phone at thé begining

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Hang in there brother! Don't give up! I, too, am in the worst possible situation right now. I'm happy to give my full upvote and some support and love!
!LUV
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Omg my friend @stdd, your words are motivating and at the same time they also worry me!

I appreciate your good vibes and I want to tell you that whatever bad situation you are in, I just hope that you overcome it in the most efficient way possible and that it ends with the best possible result for you!

Thank you very much for your love and upvote, I have already followed you and as soon as I recover something from HP (although my vote is worthless9 I will visit your blog to support you!

Don't worry about it! I do it from my heart and for free!

There was just a sincerity and pain in your words that I couldn't miss!

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I am sorry that the economy is causing you to lose more money. I know Venezuela is very depressed economically. I promoted this post. I hope it helps some.

!LUV

Thank you dear Janelle, the economy here is very wild, to give you an idea, what I currently earn with hive posting for 30 days barely gives me enough to pay the internet bill, which is approximately 9 dollars a month.

That's a lot, it's challenging to live here. And another factor is that I don't have a family, I don't have children or a wife, and no friends either, my only friends are you people from hive.

It's hard, and I appreciate your kind gesture, that sure helps a lot because I know you're someone well known in Hive <3

!BBH

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I'm happy to bring you a smile! Thank you for the BBH :)

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Hello @cantagio. I have an idea of what you are going through. It is OK to say how hard your life is and how it makes you feel. I do not know exactly how you feel. I pray that you can get some peace of mind even for an hour on some days and more. I will pray for you and your country. This is very difficult for you and the people of your country to have to deal with. I pray that the world will have peace and more prosperity very soon for all people.
Hang in there my friend. Hive is a great place to find very good community that cares and that can make all the difference in the world.
Barb 😊🙏
#thriveonhive

Yes, it's hard to fight, fight and get over it.

I thank all those people who come and comment on my publication, because that makes me feel accompanied, it helps me to improve!

Thank you very much really @adcreatordesign