Gratitude, Struggles, and Truth...

kennyroy in #hive-161155 • 3 months ago

It’s been a long time since I shared anything about my gardening, and I miss it. Just this September, the cold season started again here in the Middle East, and it’s not as hot in the mornings and afternoons anymore. I can now walk home again for some exercise, and I can also start my vegetable garden.

Maybe it’s this time of year and I only have limited months left to stay here in Abu Dhabi, as I’ll be going on vacation in December after five years. But my family will go ahead of me to the Philippines on September 25. I’ve been struggling a bit with my budget, so for passive income, I’ve been relying on HIVE.BLOG for a little extra money, and that’s why I’m asking you, @adamada, to please stop downvoting my blogs. I’m really having a hard time figuring out where else to get extra income. And up until now, I don’t really understand why you’re targeting me, and why you’re so angry with me. I haven’t done anything wrong to you. All I want is to earn and help others in the ways I know how.

And another thing, you don’t know me, and I don’t know you either. I don’t want to do something wrong that could ruin this site and affect others. Thankfully, some people stopped me, or else this HIVE.BLOG would have been ruined a long time ago.

Still, I want everyone to know that we’re getting older. I’m getting older. Our lives, or my life, are limited. I hope everyone realizes the importance of life and the efforts people make in this chaotic world.

When I return to the Philippines in December, I want to teach my real mother how to use HIVE.BLOG to help her with her living expenses. Right now, her small income comes from doing laundry for our neighbors. She also gets a small pension from the government, about 40 dollars monthly, but it’s not enough because of the other bills that need to be paid.

I didn’t want to share all of this, and I didn’t want it to come up again, but this is part of being truthful and honest about my life. Like I said, I have nothing to hide about my life, not even my private life, because I have nothing to boast about except what I’ve achieved. That’s why I’m thankful to God for what I have now and the knowledge I’ve gained in life. Also, what I have now isn’t permanent; all of this is only temporary, and I won’t be able to take any of it with me to the grave.

Thank you everyone.

#life #story #proofofbrain #mcgi #ocd #neoxian

3 months ago in #hive-161155 by kennyroy

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adamada 3 months ago

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ybanezkim26 3 months ago

"BISAYANG BAKLA"

As if that's derogatory. 😆

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adamada 3 months ago

It's funny because this guy assumed my sexuality then cry like a bitch over small downvotes. I'm pretty sure I touched more pussy than him. He'll tell everyone he didn't do anything wrong and I'm just picking on him for no reason. I'm sure his friends will take his side and say he's a good person.

Nag bago na siya daw, kinalimutan niya na ang past daw at baka pinatawad niya na rin sarili niya para magka heaven points daw. Pero yung sense na humingi ng tawad di pumasok sa isip niya. When he made those threats, I'm guessing he didn't thought it through yung consequences.

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ybanezkim26 3 months ago

Sino ba mga friends nya? Akala nila ganon nalang mabubura lahat ng kabulastugan nya dito?

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kennyroy 3 months ago

You know, I no longer want to dwell on the past. I'm not like others who hold grudges for more than five years without even knowing what they're angry about. I was gone for a long time because I needed time to reflect. Besides, I no longer care about the HIVE.PH community. I have my own way of doing things. So if possible, just leave me alone. Yan na lang huling pakiusap ko sa iyo...

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adamada 3 months ago

I'm not like others who hold grudges for more than five years without even knowing what they're angry about.

I already said that this was about you promoting scams on the platform and your attitude about being warned about pursuing the MLM thing. You never admitted these were scams. And the attitude you had was a real motivation for me. Just as you find me arrogant, I find you too as well. I tried helping you by showing you it wasn't what you thought it was. But end up doubling down with another ETH mining bot scam on telegram. ok you do you man.

I was gone for a long time because I needed time to reflect. Besides, I no longer care about the HIVE.PH community. I have my own way of doing things.

Buti naka move on kana at pinatawad mo na sarili mo, reflect dito at doon. Siguro nag simba kapa para mabigyan ng guidance para maging mabuting tao dito and doon. Ginawa mo na siguro lahat para mag bago pero asking for an apology must've been not on your priority list no?

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kennyroy 3 months ago

Buti naka move on kana at pinatawad mo na sarili mo, reflect dito at doon. Siguro nag simba kapa para mabigyan ng guidance para maging mabuting tao dito and doon. Ginawa mo na siguro lahat para mag bago pero asking for an apology must've been not on your priority list no?

Itatama ko lang, hindi ko maintindihan yung sinasabi mo na pinatawad ko na sarili ko? At yung para maging mabuting tao? Di ko gets yan brad. Pasensya na talaga... Again, Apology, para saan? HIndi ko na pahahabain. Uulitin ko, sabi mo,

you promoting scams on the platform and your attitude about being warned about pursuing the MLM thing. You never admitted these were scams.

Paano ko naman aaminin na yun ay SCAM, kung nalalaman ko ng buo at transparent ang AWS before na legit sya, at sinasabi naman namin palagi na invest at your own risk. And about Telegram, so sorry but I don't believe in telegram kasi full of Scam dyan, kahit magalit pa yung iba na naninniwala sa telegram mining nila. Beside, after ng AWS mining before, hindi na sya nasunda pa at hindi na ako naniniwala sa ganyan, kaya self service na lang ako. ^_^

Salamat sa mga comment mo at mga sinabi mo sa akin. Medyo mahaba na din ang nonsense na hindi natin pagkakaunawaan na ngayon ay medyo nalilinawan. Sana ay hanggang dito na lang ito at hindi na masunda pa.

Paumanhin sa mga maanghang kong pananalita dati sa iyo, dahil sa bagay na hindi mo naiintindihan tungkol sa nais kong gawin at iparating sa iba. Muli, salamat at ingatan ka nawa...

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adamada 3 months ago

Itatama ko lang, hindi ko maintindihan yung sinasabi mo na pinatawad ko na sarili ko? At yung para maging mabuting tao? Di ko gets yan brad. Pasensya na talaga... Again, Apology, para saan? HIndi ko na pahahabain. Uulitin ko, sabi mo,

Naka move on kana and thinking wala ka ginawang mali diba? so kung sure ka nakapag reflect eme eme dito at better person ganun, no problem, not my place if you identify as holy, saint or kenny.

Paano ko naman aaminin na yun ay SCAM, kung nalalaman ko ng buo at transparent ang AWS before na legit sya, at sinasabi naman namin palagi na invest at your own risk.

Liars need to believe the lies they sell nga, the disclaimer at the end para lang makatulog ng mahimbing sakaling mali no? It didn't take me a long time to search how much AWS was bs from the start.

And about Telegram, so sorry but I don't believe in telegram kasi full of Scam dyan, kahit magalit pa yung iba na naninniwala sa telegram mining nila. Beside, after ng AWS mining before, hindi na sya nasunda pa at hindi na ako naniniwala sa ganyan, kaya self service na lang ako. ^_^

Basura. Don't bother editing it or deleting it, I can just review the previous versions of the post naman.

Salamat sa mga comment mo at mga sinabi mo sa akin. Medyo mahaba na din ang nonsense na hindi natin pagkakaunawaan na ngayon ay medyo nalilinawan. Sana ay hanggang dito na lang ito at hindi na masunda pa.

Hindi talaga tayo mag kakaunawaan hanggat di mo parin ma amin, hanggang ngayon deny parin no? Taliwas sa nagdaang taon na parang epal at sure na sure sa mga pinag sasabi especially sa AWS mining na yung founders are still facing legal consequences. If you can get away pretending you did nothing wrong aside from promoting a scam and claim I'm just being a bully for no reason, that's fine. I'm not doing this for internet points. You promoted a scam, I warned you about it, discouraged it, you were so proud of it like a prick, pissed me off and chronically thought you can just brush this whole thing under the rug hopefully people forget, and now you come back tagging me claiming that you had absolutely did nothing wrong and don't know why? sure, I'm the bully for no absolute reason no? Tell people that.

Paumanhin sa mga maanghang kong pananalita dati sa iyo, dahil sa bagay na hindi mo naiintindihan tungkol sa nais kong gawin at iparating sa iba. Muli, salamat at ingatan ka nawa...

I get what you tried to say in the past but the same thing can't be said for you in how you understood what I wanted to say and now we come to this. I warned you about it, you stuck to your guns and you're doing this whole thing not because you're sorry, it's just that me downvoting you is an inconvenience that's why we have this post to converse under. Your sorry lacks the insight and inkling of sincerity. The apologies are for the inconvenience brought by downvotes and not because you understood the cause and effect of your actions. There is no remorse here.

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kennyroy 3 months ago

If your pride and ego are that high, and you can’t humble yourself like I am doing, I won’t be surprised anymore.

I really don’t understand what you’re trying to convey. I also don’t understand your accusation about me denying something. What denial are you referring to? I genuinely don’t understand. And when you said, "I get what you tried to say in the past," why are you bringing up the issue of downvoting? Why are you introducing that into the conversation, and why are you prolonging this discussion? All I want is to avoid negativity around me and ease my mind while still alive. I just want to live peacefully without wronging anyone.

Bakit mo din nasabi na "Your sorry lacks the insight and inkling of sincerity". Kaya nga inuulit ko sa iyo, ano ba ang nagawa kong kasalanan at mali sa iyo maliban sa mga nabanggit ko na masasakit na salita na hiningi ko na ng paumanhin at kapatawaran sa iyo?

This is my last message. It’s up to you whether you accept it or not. Because if this drags on, it won’t end if you don’t forgive. As for me, I’m done.

Salamat...

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adamada 3 months ago

What denial are you referring to? I genuinely don’t understand.

You said you don't believe in those telegram scams and yet there's a post you authored back in 2020 that praises the damn thing.

This is my last message. It’s up to you whether you accept it or not. Because if this drags on, it won’t end if you don’t forgive. As for me, I’m done.

ktnxbai~

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