I must maintain complete control over my desires at all costs. But at that time, only her face was in front of my eyes.
For the first time today, while sitting, I drank so many bottles of beer during the day. My fridge was now empty. I'll have to make up for it in the evening by bringing a full crate of beer. Today I broke my limits for the first time by drinking so much!
I knew that I had fallen asleep, but I was not sure when! I am sitting on the balcony on the easy chair. Since that evening, I had been waiting for a message from the girl who had recently become my new friend. I looked at my DP. What a handsome 25-year-old young man I looked like in that photo.
The continuous ringing of the phone had broken my sleep. I heard the voice of the same girl, "What are you doing?"
Waiting for your call, and you?
I am waiting for you too. Her answer was as I expected. Maybe we were both going through the same mental state.
"Then what are you waiting for? Come on fast."
How tempting? I thought her invitation was so tempting, and then a desire started to take its shape inside me.
"Yes, I will come."
I hung up the phone. I had to leave. My impatience was the same as what I felt in my teens. I had no idea that so many of my life's desires were still unfulfilled.
How calm and quiet I used to be, a high-ranking executive in a multinational company, father of two children, mature, forty-five years old, but so impatient and desperate, like a teenager in love. I was unable to hide my excitement.
Seeing my own excited face in the mirror, I laughed at myself. What was happening to me? Have I fallen in love? I somehow got ready and reached her house. In response to the call bell, she opened the door and asked my name.
The expression of frustration on her face explained everything to me. I came back without saying another word.