A lot of thoughts clouding me lately,
Finding myself desperately yearning for
Clarification. A beautiful journey
I Started, but I don't seem to know
Where I'm no more.
Feeling like I stand for nothing.
A guilty sense of feeling, creeping over
Me, for letting myself down, lost in
The dilemma of my mind, accompanied
With the Cold hands of reality, pushing
My feet to sink more in the Judgement
I give myself. Drowning away in its aftermath.
With desperation I clung tightly, to the
Sense of goals left in me, not wanting
To lose it all outrightly. Blurry it's for some time
I guess as I slowly pulled myself together,
With a whiff sense of where I'm headed to.
I take my steps gently in calculation,
Not wanting to lose what I had just got
Back to again, my destination.
For that's where I'm headed.
A sense of purpose gradually growing
In me, I learnt from my mistakes, with this
I surge forward, my destination in sight.