Glory to our Lord Jesus Christ for taking all our sins upon himself ascending the Golgotha cross and shedding his holy blood!
There was a time when there was no gratitude in my heart for this and I perceived it as empty words.
I tried to solve all my problems on my own and sometimes it worked.
Yes, every time I managed to do something unlikely I added a few yards to my height.
But do you know what the problem with giants is?
There comes a time when they cannot cope with their weight and their height and this begins to destroy them.
Our soul can fit many heavy bricks, it seems that it can withstand everything but no the soul it is like a butterfly called to flutter in the sky and not to work like a loaded donkey or a quarry dump truck.
At some point even the most reliable and powerful equipment breaks down and you don’t know what to do with it.
So my father once bought a huge rotary excavator hired an excavator operator and thought that now the money would flow like a river here it is, real grace!
Lol, but the excavator operator forgot to drain the water from the engine cooling system before the onset of frost and the ice tore the engine cylinder block and a new engine costs almost as much as a new excavator, here relying on your own strength will not help.
This is difficult to understand for those who are used to relying on themselves and the call to rely on God's mercy for them it is an empty phrase that has nothing to do with reality.
What butterflies when cats scratch in the soul?
Probably I would have said the same to myself twenty-five years ago when I did not know God.
There was no time to think about some butterflies as they say, you need to take a shovel in your hands and dig from here until lunch!
The oppression of our pride and the oppression of our sins accumulates takes possession of our soul and consciousness they do not give us the opportunity to scan ourselves and think.
Someone will say that nothing controls him and he controls his consciousness himself, but I will give a simple example.
I did not get enough sleep today.
It feels like I was carrying bags of cement all night but I only dreamed of a chess piece a knight, who galloped around the chessboard and arranged forks for the king and queen then the queen and rook.
No matter which side I turned I continued to dream of chess games.
I guess I played too much chess the last fifty days lol.
You know what I noticed I was happy when I reached level 300 then I was happier when I reached level 700 and when I reached level 900 I was just happy... but when I lost level points losing games, it really irritated me even made me angry and I tried to maintain this level.
In light of God's grace it is a great stupidity to pay attention to level measurement systems invented by people.
At some point I said to myself stop I need to stop paying attention to the rating and focus only on the game and I gradually began to win much more often.
So, concentrating on God you will never lose, and your soul will be light as a butterfly and your sleep will be just as light and calm.
Oh, and lest I forget @bradleyarrow, the creator of the BBH coin would be happy to see our votes "for" the witness @thebbhproject, I cast my vote.
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