As with everything at the moment in my life I am delayed, delayed in getting to do the things that need doing when they were supposed to be done. It's not out of laziness

I feel this so much right now. I'm running so very behind on so very many things and it feels that no matter how hard I'm pushing and how much I'm doing exactly nothing at all is getting done.

I confess that even writing these posts gives me guilt

I feel that literally every time I want to do project work. There's always someone that needs me and something that needs doing, how could I be so very selfish XD But you do occasionally have to be extremely selfish with at least some downtime so that you don't go any madder (also a mood!).

Don't feel guilty, you need to take care of yourself so you're able to take care of everyone else. Keep writing and stuff :)

Glad you got all your firewood sorted and while the power tools are win for making the work easier the thought of them also made me cry XD

_{I hate power tools ;-; very major tactile and audio issues}