I am a woman in love with love in all its facets, unfortunately when it comes to relationships, I have not been successful, I had my first partner at the age of 24, with whom I married is the father of my daughters. The context in which we met was after I had lost my father and I consider that I looked for my father in him because even the father of my daughters is 16 years older than me. I am now 50 years old and he is 66.

The marriage lasted only 5 years, it was framed in many attitudes that damaged it because he drank a lot of alcohol, he never hit me, but he did offend me in words, until a circumstance marked our separation, he came to my house drunk and did not care that it was the 5th birthday of his eldest daughter. I had to run him out of the house and even sign a bond where he could not come near my house. After that incident we divorced when our second daughter was one year old. Currently my youngest daughter is 21 years old

I was alone for a long time, I met many people, but these people had other intentions. Besides these people had emotional commitments, and I never understood why I attracted committed people. And I don't like it at all, I don't like it, I am a woman who respects and for me it is not ethical to have to raise happiness on top of someone else's sadness. That depressed me a lot, so much so that I installed a chip where I decreed that I was unlucky, and I decreed it very well because I have not done well in love.

I met my second husband some time later, he like me with a divorce and two daughters. We met at my job, he was a sales executive, we started dating and all that, he told me he was divorced, but it turns out that he still had an affective relationship with the mother of his daughters and this lady came to my house many times to insult me, he denied everything, we separated but at that time, I admit, I had very low self-esteem, I had a lot of attachment to him, I ended up accepting that situation and even believing him. I finished everything he told me.

For life situations, in the house where he lived rented with his mother, they asked them to vacate, his mother went to live with a sister and he asked me, if I could let him live in mine. It was the worst decision I ever made, he made my life a complete hell, he even made me jealous of the dog, he didn't let me have friends, my life with him was extremely frightening, until one day I said no more, this is it! I am in this process, in spite of the pain I still have the hope of finding a new love... And I know that the universe will grant me my great desire.