I would like to keep few things and and people in my life. I hope that my mother and our favorite neighbour will stay alive for many years to come. I would like to keep my cock- just in case I would start having sex. I would like to keep making art. I also want to keep blogging and increasing my stake. I want to have at least 10-12k HP by the end of the 2025. And my long term goal is 50-60k HP and 20k HBD. I would love to start making manga. It is way too late for me to be professional manga artist as most of them start making art very early. Also I have not heard about manga artists outside of Japan... But I would still like to follow the footsteps of my hero and icon Kentaro Miura(the creator of for my the best fantasy books Berserk). Like I said I don't think that my manga would be any good. And I am not sure how much time it would take from my normal art. But still being mangaka and making manga would be very interesting. I would like to stop gambling for good. So far at times I have stopped but sooner or later I always start again. This was very costly mistake- I gambled away my splinterlands assets. And so far I have only bought back death and earth cards. The cards I bought are mostly higher level than the ones I had. But it is still a shame that I had to buy them back. Perhaps some people can make good money playing blackjack. But I just don't stop while I am winning and end up losing eventually. So my time and money would be better used if they were invested to Hive and splinterlands. Blackjack can be thrilling and entertaining but what's the point of having thrills if in the end I lose money?
What if?
Like I said I would prefer to keep my cock. But if it would just drop on the floor I think that after inicial shock I would be able to keep going without it. I never had sex in my life. If I managed to live this long without it chances are that I will not get it any time in the future. This is assuming that I would not just die from pain after losing part of myself of course... Varys from Game of Thrones was doing well enough without a cock so I imagine that I would also have to just learn to live without it.
