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Love is a supernatural feeling they say, have never been lucky to be loved or never really believed I could be loved, or maybe I had a problem with my past life, which ever way Love and I never really clicked
Being little and innocent I just like this cute little boy that attended the same primary school with me, I loved his chubby face even though I never saw it smile, I really didn't know it was a crush till when we were all grown,
Maybe I have a thing with fate, however it always get people I want to me weather they bring bad or good luck it doesn't really care.
One lonely and boring evening, scrolling through social media I saw the guy's page all grown up, I may forget a name but never a face, not just a face though but of one I admired, sent friend request it came with immediately responds and a message attached to it, power of a fine girl cause he didn't recall my face though,
The sudden beam on my face when I received his message could light up a dark room.
We got talking so much but it was mainly on social media, exchanged phone numbers made alot of long calls, nobody has time than a guy that needs you, I didn't really have a thing for him then just happy he I found him again.
You could describe me then as being at puberty, a reckless age, adult physique with a kind brain an immatured human who can't handle myself yet felt I could,
I really wanted to be in love and I say again fate brought in this guy for no just reasons, he started visiting more often, his contagious smiles always got me, he lips were damn attractive and for the fact that his tall with his broad chest for a short girl like me craving for a tall guy and having him was everything.
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We graduated from friendship to going on several dates, every second I spent with him was irreplaceable, it felt like we knew each other long ago, his flirty words made me know what butterflies in the stomach felt like, there's nothing more precious than replacing your sense button with love
We started dating which comes with it consequences, we got intimate sexually too, being my first everything I was ardor
I saw forever in his eyes when we had sleepovers, I felt yes I met and made the right choice with his promises and all made me thought who could be luckier.
Everything ended as fast it has started we broke up cause of hus personal reasons, nothing good comes easy and nothing good lasts forever
Love has never been for me don't forget what I said, maybe fate just decided to grant my desires and let me know what love felt like, I am grateful though.
Least I forget I did cry, alot, however it got my evolved and made me face my future, even if I doubt love will come back for me but let me not lose the two instead.
