I have only being in one relationship in my life and that was when I went for my Jupeb exams that lasted for about a year. I was basically in babcock university and as usual they were alot of pretty girls there that I just couldn't resist. I spoke to some of them but for one reason or the other they didn't just agree to date me. So basically I decided to give it a try again and this time I met this fair girl, she was sexy and had all the physical qualities i wanted in a girl. Later on, we started talking and i was just feeling her vibe. I don't really know how to hold conversations that much but she held it down and I just felt like maybe I should try taking to her in person. I asked if we could meet and talk and she said yes. We met in a class and after some days when have had more meaningful and deeper conversations I asked her out and she obviously agreed to be my girlfriend.
Everything was going fine and I just loved spending time with her. Until one day, when we were together and I was she feeling suspicious and i just had this feeling that she was up to something. I had my doubts about her and so I decided to go through her phone. This was one of the misatkes i ever made. Immediately after taking her phone, I decided to go to her WhatsApp and just went through her messages. During checking, i stumbled across the one she saved as her best friend. He was a guy who was basically in the same school but was staying outside and while I was reading in the chat I was just seeing how she was flirting and they were both just sending various love messages to one another. At this moment, I had no doubt that they would somehow be seeing each other and be doing all sort of things together. I can actually accept everything but not being cheated on. Moreover, I just can't be with someone who loves another person. In order to save myself from futher problems, I just decided to end things with her. Although, she begged and decided we get back together but then i literally made it clear to her that I just can't trust her after that and without trust nothing can actually move further. To be honest, I had genuine feelings for her but I just had to let my brain make the decision and not my heart. It was actually very painful and it wasn't just easy for me to let go of the memories and times we shared. She was my first love and that made the pain more deep.
But then I was in school, so subsidize the pain i just had to spend more time with my friends. Also, I was attending classes almost everyday and i also had exams i had to put my focus on so that helped in making me forget about her after a while.