My Mixed Bag: Embracing the Good and the Bad

in #hive-1688697 months ago

"We are all a mixture of good and bad." - Euripides

What I might say I am good at might not be something that you may feel is important. You may have another scale to measure the importance. But whatever you say, we all are bound to our own boundaries and within that circle, we have our own expertise and lackings that might fascinate the opposite or not. It depends on the surroundings.


Let's begin with the things that I am terrible at, almost struggling every day or tomorrow. You know what, this used to be my strength and now I am suffering from the side effects of this. I have always been able to take things lightly, no matter how serious or messed up the situation is. Now, even if I am given a responsibility, I do take it so lightly that often I forget what I was told to do. It's a matter of last week, I was told to hand over some medicine that was scheduled to go abroad, while thinking about other things I forgot the scheduled date to hand over them. Well, it was fortunate that within a week I could manage another way to send that.

Related to this one, let's go for the good one, hehehe. The last line? Where I do manage the damage somehow. This is what I am good at and I admire it mostly. No matter how bad the situation is, or how much disaster it may have caused, sometimes the damage is beyond repair and still, I manage to fix myself somehow and stand up once again. Come on, handling adverse situations should be one of the major strengths for us to survive in the beautiful yet cruel world.

So the scoreboard is bad 1-1 good right now, hehe, let's see what’s coming next, I am exploring myself too.

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"ᵂᵒʳᵈˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵖⁱᶜˢ ᵃʳᵉ ᵐⁱⁿᵉ, ᵘⁿˡᵉˢˢ ᴵ ˢʰᵒᵘᵗᵒᵘᵗ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉʸ ᶜᵃᵐᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ!"

So let's go with a good one, I do love to help people even if it's not suitable for me. I meant like, that there are some helps when you get to suffer while helping that person, I often face such situations, and you won't believe it, I have one pending like this too. Why? Because I do believe that if someone is asking for our help, we shouldn't be mad that they only remember us when they are stuck, I do feel happy that the person believed in me that I may get him out of this situation, he is seeking for my help, isn't it a noble thing? That's why I do my best even though it backfires on me sometimes.

Let's talk about the most horrible one that I am bad at. As you have seen how helpful I am, still if someone hurts me somehow and I get offended then it's never gonna fix, never ever. Yeah, I had a severe anger issue that got tamed with time but still, once I get angry over anything serious then it's never gonna be the same again for me. Is it about a person? Come on, that person lost me forever, even if we talk like nothing happened, deep inside things are not the same, and won't be the same as well. That's how I am over some matters.


So yeah, as I always say, "This is me, good bad, or worse, these are my personality traits of m that I am proud of and would love to stick with."