I am here again after a very long time,there were a lot of problems need my attention so i cant do my writing but now i am relaxed and stress free so i am writing a vlog again...
I was at home from last three months due of summer break and now i am back to my university with a new semester but last year of BS😐. I was much excited.
So nowadays I am a little sad because a whole week of my classes was without my best friend, due to some issues, she can’t come and now we are gonna meet on Monday, but that not means that I was bored or not enjoyed I am so chill person you know😂..with my another friend our group fellow we enjoyed the whole week, but somewhere in my heart I missed AIMAN(my best Friend).
Now I am gonna share my routine of whole week, this was our better luck that there were not much classes or stress due to first week, hehe I knew this before too😂 this is my first day look.
at first day me and my friend go to university and we have a full round of university with our favourite slush...commenting on everyone (sorry I know this is a lil habit) but you know when we are with friends ,we just skip to use our brain...so our dead laughing was getting attention of everyone around us, then we decided to go for a lunch in our favourite restaurant.Here what we eat
There, we were mad with our awkward laughing and we decided to order a lot of food because we were hungry , but we cannot ate all of things... We tried our best not to waste anything but then we decided to pack the rest. Then we Order our Much needed cofee,
but when we were out of restaurant there was a blunder that we missed our packed food there, that was worst feeling😂... And the whole time i was in regret why i do not eat everything😒... Then we come back to university and met our other fellows everyone was disappointed why they come when there was no class today...but we do not at all😂😂 we made a lot of Pics and videos...and a lot of gossips of 3 months that we not spent together...we video called Aiman too... I was pretending that I am petty happy without her... But this was not true i was missing her so much...i travelled too that day from my home so i was much tired and needed to leave for hostel so i come back to hostel just got rid of my shoes and slept for 7 hours...this was a bad idea because when i get up it was 11:30 pm...it was a bad night ..i overthinked a lot...cried a lot without a present reasons...there were a lot of lil things in my past which hurt me...i remembered that things, the beloved missing persons🙂... Then i heard Azaan (4:30)... It was an Alarm from my Allah to get up and offer prayer... So i do that then set my alarm for my class time and tried to sleep this time i was successful and slept the next whole day was with a bad mood and a Heavy heat. Amina asked me what happend to me with a single day because my eyes were red and swelled.. I gave my big smile ☺ because i never shared my pain with anyone....the next four days were exhausting...i chilled go with my friend for outing but nothing could make my heart better....staying way from home is painful I realized...
Now today is Saturday , I am much better today...so I studiced for 3 hours almost to revise my lectures of whole week...
Now I will try to make my mood more better, because I am gonna meet Aiman day after tomorrow...i don’t want to let her know...because she understands everything behind my smile and eyes...i dont want to make her worry on her very first day...
So this is all about my whole week... I hope you will like it💖
Thankyou (jazakAllah) for reading.....