Photography, I never thought that I'd enjoy this, taking shots of things, people, even animals, places, and happenings. Seeing all my "best" shots, I always feel happy and satisfied with them, the fulfillment whenever I do it and use them as a lead image in my article is always fun. I feel like that's the only time I can be a little creative, and I feel like a "real" photographer, but I'm still far from that. As of now, I am just a wannabe photographer who enjoys capturing anything, as long as there is a subject.
In fact, I am so enjoying photography right now that I thought of buying myself a good smartphone with a good camera. I really want an iPhone, to be honest, but I'm also considering a real camera, you know, one with big lenses and great quality when it comes to capturing things. But, I can't afford them right now, so, for now, I'll just use the current smartphone I have and save and save, and who knows, one day that dream of having a real camera will come into reality someday, wishing and hoping (人 •͈ᴗ•͈).
So, with this, I can say that I think I am a little more knowledgeable in photography than being a model, and nude at that. So I'll choose to be a photographer for a nude model. Though I don't have much of a a problem photographing a nude model, maybe just a little problem, the only problem I will face here is focusing on the subject and not being too shy to take it. Not all people can take nude photos, you know. I think I will really be too shy to take some, whether it's male or female.
It's hard to keep a poker face when taking such photos. I think I'll feel all red from blushing too much. I mean, even if I know that they are professionals, in my head, being a nude model is kind of embarrassing, not because they have all the reasons to be shy or because of their body, but more like, I grew up knowing that displaying your body like that where people can feast on it is kind of really different or not right for most people, so it's like it is new to me, I am not used to it, I mean.
But it's better than being the nude model myself, so I'll take them without making a big deal out of it. Nude is also art, seeing anyone's curves and deciding which angle to take to make them look more like an art than an explicit sight to some is kind of hard. But it'll be a beautiful creation if it also helps the model by showing the world how good and professional they are.
It is challenging for someone like me, for sure, but there's always fun in challenging things. And with this, I'll know too if I have talent for it. I wish I had a model right now so I could try it. But I think a model like that requires a lot of pay. I am not really sure, but it'll be awesome to try.
And another thing is that, as a photographer, I want to know how I will feel seeing a nude model. I'm always wondering if those professional photographers feel anything or if they get any erections. This is just a question for a male photographer, I am always curious, that's why. I know most of them see it as "art," but can they keep their professionalism if there is this one beautiful, very nude model in front of them? Same question for the female photographer who take Male Nude Model. This is just a sh*t thought of mine, lol.
If it's me and I get a male model, I know I won't feel horny on it, but I can never keep my laugh to myself. I mean, all I can do is laugh, because keeping a poker face will be too hard for me. How about you? This is really a challenging one. I think I won't have a problem with female model, but with a guy, hmmmm, it is still challenging but I can do it.
