To believe I recently talked to someone about these issues during the just concluded week.
We were having a casual conversation when suddenly the topic of “Friend” came in.
It was at that time I really did feel like a loner. I've always believed I am better of without a close friend or the regular “besties” thing could do without, for such am doing without it right now haha
About Bestie; I remembered having one tho back in secondary school..
Unlike now where I interact, laugh and smile with everyone but got no one truly.
So you might be wondering what's it about friendship, well the topics didn't mention anything to it right?
True you're right. But then that's what makes me jealous. I honestly hate sharing things I own in high regard with others, Be it materials or living things.
I got familiar with someone here on hive, we picked off so well, that i thought. She's such an honest and easy going person and I guess that's all it took to click.
From the time we got talking, I knew I had found myself a friend not that I was looking for but it just came naturally and I went with the flow just to discover she got her own best friend.
My heart momentarily felt like a broken piece, call it heartbreak💔
Right there the statement “Your best friend Is A Best Friend Of Another" kept ringing in my head and it just goes on that way.
Knowing who her favorite girl was made me jealous. At first I felt pretty bad because it made me look a little down on myself I knew I could offer less to what her best girl could give, it was terrible you know.
Since I didn't dwell much on those thoughts, I was gradually able to accept reality and kept a free mind also reminding myself never to internationally bore hate for another who I barely even know or knows me(referring to her best friend).
I continued to hold her importance even though I was jealous and yes still do. I'm more like a guy feeling as if i got a love rival😅 but in these case it's a friend and am greatful for having her a friend even though we aren't close,i remain happy for the petty talks we still got a few times.
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