[WE114]- The Trauma I Have and Nobody Knows

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Hola everyone!! I now have two hours to finish my blog, so if I ever can't make it or my blog ends up being a buzzer-beater, please allow me to share with you my entry for this week's concept. Anyway, I apologize if I am already late in posting this, but I want to thank @galenkp for coming up with this idea.

In light of the fact that I still want to take part in this challenge, allow me to share with you something that I will never forget.

Below is the beginning of a sentence which you need to finish. Explain what the thing is and why you answered as you did.

"The one thing I will never regret in my life is..."

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In reality, I have a lot of lifelong experiences that I find difficult to forget. I had traumatic events throughout my life, even when I was a little youngster. Boys in our neighbourhood used to cat-call me when I was little and in the middle of my adolescent years. Because I was raised in the city, I could tell you how the majority of residents are maniacs and extremely liberated. I don't understand why these men always pick on me despite the fact that I always wear casual clothing and that my parents and grandparents are conservative. I attend a Catholic university, thus I have decent morals.

But the fact that I am constantly the focus of attention for males is something I find difficult to accept. Actually, I'm not that attractive. I just have a good complexion and am white. Perhaps I was only noticed because I was so young and had a nice body curve at the time. But I didn't anticipate that this would be the cause of my hatred of being beautiful.

I then remembered other instances in my life that I despised and couldn't tolerate happening to me. I once took a Jeepney, as we refer to public transportation. So, because this car is constantly packed, there is little we can do if we are crammed inside. Here, something unexpected happened. While we were sitting inside the Jeepney, a man beside me put his backpack in front of him as if he was hiding his hand. Since I carry my backpack in such a manner when I travel public transit, I just thought it is natural. However, halfway along our trip, I suddenly felt his finger brush across the side of my chest.

Initially, I assumed it was only incidental contact, but as we were moving, I noticed a significant change in the way his fingers were moving. This caused me to get anxious. He smirked at me and his face was so red that I thought he was high when I sent a wicked glance his way. I made an effort to break away from him, but he drew nearer till I felt what felt like a little dagger poking beneath my chest. This only made me more uneasy. I was so terrified that I was powerless to stop him from doing the action on my chest. It took a while, maybe about five minutes.

I simply gave thanks to God that the Jeepney came to a halt when a passenger got out. I finally had the confidence to go down right away while shouting when the folks next to me started to loosen a little. "You're such a maniac!" I said, pointing at that man.

I experienced significant trauma as a result. I haven't been able to tell my parents and siblings till now since I know they won't get it. I despised myself so much as a result. I feel bad for being disrespectful to some men. Is being attractive and proper a sin?


Anyway, there conclude the main points of the incident. I'm simply relieved that I had the courage to talk about what had happened to me at that moment again today.

Thank you so much for reading, and may other ladies who have gone through similar horror Have the strength to share your stories.


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Time waits for neither good, bad nor ugly. ✨🤙🏽⌚Re-shared.

What goes around, comes back around so yeah, Karma will hit him hard. Or maybe, it just did. 🙂🙌🏼

Buti hndi ka sinundan sa labas? Yan ayaw ko sa pinas, cat calling at dami maniac sa daan.. D tulad dto, kht pa sleeveless soot mo or short, wala mambabastos kaht pa yung tipong tambay sa dAan

Actually sumilip pa sya sa bintana after ko bumaba. Ass in dalawa kami ate nagkatitinginan tlga tapos ginawa ko pumasok ako saglit sa supermarket tapos umikot ikot ako. Then aun naging okay na. 😣😣

Buti naman.. Ang ganda mo kc te 😅

Nako ate hindi tlaga. Wala ako nyan. Agaw pansin lang tlga nuon ung cup C na future ko. As in ganun tlga sya kalaki nakakaloka.

Oh my! This is such a traumatic experience!
You are so brave sharing this to us, @usagidee. 
Sometimes I just don't understand why some people like this man cannot control themselves with their libog. Hayyy ewan

Thanks @wittyzell for reading. Actually I had some seconds thoughts pa before creating this blog pero aun nga buti kinaya ko. At that moment akala ko tlga itutusok niya sakin ung maliit na knife nung pumara ako. Buti na lang hnd. Kaso I can still remember his face. 😭😭

Argh that's really traumatic. I don't want to remember that kind of face talaga, ewan parang nakaka bwesit pag ganyan..
I really hope you're healing @usagidee. Really, thanks for sharing this to us.

I think I already accepted what happened. And that made me stronger lang tlaga, noong nangyare yon mas lalo ako naging maingat tlga lalo nan ung nagka baby ako. Ayoko lang tlga mag anak ng babae for now.

Thanks for being such a strong and sweet woman @usagidee!

Thank you din ate. 🙌🙌

Since single mom ako eh mas lalong need natin maging strong.

Yay! 🤗
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Naku sa mentality kase ng tao talaga Yan Wala sa suit ng babae. Madalas kase tayo pa nasisisi...but karma will do him good.

I hope that he already faced the karma tlga. nakaka trauma tlga yun.

Yeah...dapat nga may law na about cat calling e

meron na sis actually kapag nga sa loob ng company yan eh may grounds na yan.

May hatid din talagang danger ang pagsakay sa jeepney, good thing huminto yung jeep. Doble ingat palagi if ever sumakay ka ulit ng jeep.

Ayy opo tlga. Sobrang nakaka trauma un lalo na ilang taon lang ako. Kaya naging mapag matyag na lang tlga ako sa paligid ko after that.

Naku sis pag manyak talaga makakatagpo natin, kahit balot na balot tayo babastosin pa din talaga tayo. Nakakagigil talaga mga manyak.

True! meron pa ko isang scenario sis halos hubaran na ko sa mata nung lalaking na ka approack ko dati, naka catholic school uniform pa ko, ung pang madre mga suot namin huhuh. kaka trauma tlga.

I am so sorry to hear that, sis :(

Ate alam mo ba dahil dito ayoko na magka baby ng babae talaga. 😥😥

Luh, that was traumatic indeed; if I were there, I would undoubtedly punch the man faceoff, whoever he was, especially when I was in that same scene. If they did that to my sisters surely resback is real char.

Huhuhu I think if someone just saw me, malamang ganun gagawin nila. Kaso that time batang bata pa ko, I think I was just 13 nung time na iyon.

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My Goodness, if sakin wari nangyari ang ganyan makakapanapak ako. Ang mahirap lang sa ganyang sitwasyon ee baka kapag pumalag ka tapos nag dahialn unh maniac ee ikaw pa ang maasukahan na ganito ganiyan. May mga ganyang pangyayari ee kaya yong iba mas pinipiinh manahimik nalang 🤦🤦. Kaya yong iba ang kas ng loob, tsk.

huhuhu ganoon tlga bhie natakot ako kasi nung alam niyang parang sisigaw ako eh parang tinutukan nya tlga ung ibaba ng boobie ko. Di ako umiyak non pero ramdam ko ung pawis na pawis ako kahit maulan nung panahon na un eh. nakaktakot tlga siya. As in now napipicture ko pa ung muka niyang namumutla na grabe parang demon. manyakis talaga!! 😫😬😭

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Wowwwww... I'm so excited to see you here. Well, it turns out that your account is already two months old. Where have you been hiding since? Haha.

About this post.... That must have been a very scary experience for you.

Many ladies have been taken advantage of in public transportations and this is why many have resolved to moving around with Uber. I don't know if it is already available in the Philippines but stay safe whenever you are outdoor because some men are just uncontrollably abusive.

Omg Kene!!!! Glad to see you here!!! 😍😍 Did not expect to see you here honestly. Haha

So are you here all along and active? Why did you never invited me before hahahahaha. 🤣

Aigooo, I remember we had Uber here but that kind of private transpo are very expensive that is I still prefer to go on a public vehicle.

Hahaha... Wow. Now I know I'm really having a chat with Usagi. Haha. It's been a while. Almost a year if I'm not mistaken. I've been here all along. Sometimes, more active. Hehe.

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Yeah, actually I've been looking for you in noise.cash. hahaa. But anyways, good to see you here and expect me now being active in Hive lol. 🤣

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Yeah. You can be a buzzy bee when you have something enticing to hold onto. Lolz. I look forward to how active you will be from now on. Also, feel free to share those tiktok videos on Hive. Haha

I heard about this dreemport but never tried it before...

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Actually I have 43.7 fever right now but I still keep on chitchatting here lol hahaha well, that's me being a supermom. 🤣🤣

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You can also share your posts from readcash on the site.

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So many things need to get on your to-do list. Hahah.

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Yeah see you around Kene!! So glad to find you here really. We'll be having some chitchats every now and then for sure. 😹

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