Giving up on life is not the most preferred option, you may be going through a lot at the moment but `it not the end of life, most times it is the beginning of a new face, may be you were thinking that it will come that easy but it came the way you didn't expect.
life as i will always say is a beautiful gift that is given to man by the creator, but the beautiful faces that comes with it, makes it look like it is ugly, but not so, it is a making process.
Am very sure that if gold would be consulted before being taken to the refinery for the purification process, it may have said no to who ever brought the deal, the gold is subjected to a compulsory process of purification and refining, but after the process is done with, every body is out for it. the truth may be that some of the things that we go through is our refining process, its about to bring out the best in us, I know the times are hard, its more like the world is falling on you but never mind, just be a little bit patient, you are about to experience something you would never had imagine.
You may be looking back to your past to see if there is something you can hold unto but found none, that may have been your reason for the decision to give up on yourself but i want to tell you that you don't necessarily need to consult your past to make the future better, all you need to do is to hold unto your dreams, yes it may have taken time but i see you smiling again, you are about to experience a new beginning if you can be patient for a little more time.
I know that you don't feel yourself anymore, you don't even believe that any thing good can come out from you, because all the things you tried failed, even the people you so had believed will come for you, never showed up, and life is being unfair to you, i come with a good news that It is possible.
it is time to look through the crowd or the cloudy situation, just behind the cloud is an answer to that long awaiting situation, giving up is not a wise option, and i can tell you for free, there is always a face in life were so much weight will come heavily on you, but your ability to stay positive will birth possibilities.
Again i say stop consulting your past to predict your future, you are more than what see, there is more to your life than what you know, i know your life may have been broken, battered and scattered but if you can gather your broken parts, fixed it up, it will amaze you, how life will turn out for you, Please don't give up, all that your had planned for this year is still possible, all you need do is ti believe in yourself, tell yourself that it is possible.
Thanks so much for your time, i hope you are feeling stronger and better now, i will be glad to hear from you as we interact in the comments box. its your friend @emylight, see you again
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